Things Nobody Talks About/Realizes

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Trigger Warnings: Cursing, trauma, switching, physical pains (headaches, etc), fighting, mental disorders, dissociation, memory holders, snake (that's what I could think of)

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-trying to keep a little pure/not traumatize them more/keep them away from triggers is the hardest thing in today's world

-switching hurts like hell :)

-constant headaches

-always loud and it's hard to focus

-fighting/arguing 24/7 in the mind

-"what?" is the system's catchphrase at this point

-TIRED ALL THE TIME

-everyone has different traumas and other mental disorders that they deal with

-everyone sacrifices something eventually (some more than others bc life isn't fair)

-you can feel switching

-when the body wakes up, it's the weirdest feeling

-we can dissociate for hours at a time (we did it for 7 1/2 hours once)

-random thoughts from headmates

-ROSE TELLS US SUCH DIRTY JOKES WHILE WE'RE FRONTING AND IT'S HARD NOT TO LAUGH

-simple things like getting dressed can be a nightmare 

-we aren't "quirkey" or "socially awkward" or "attention seekers" we're fucking traumatized to the point where we can't just be 1 person, we have to be 10+ in a single body

-memory holders are so annoying bc they come and go constantly! they also have the power to play memories that the host gets to re-live in the mind (literally so traumatizing and they hold so much power)

-2 words: snake alter (it's horrible, i hate it here)

-takes everything literal- someones always offended by something

-asking question abt my own traumas that I cant remember is a pain in the ass (they won't tell me)

-never knowing what's going on

-people irl are like "dont you remember? I told you literally 5 minutes ago" and i'm over here like "no I don't bc I just got here"

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That's all I can think of right now! Thanks for reading and I'll probably add to this list later, if I think of something else!

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