My Toy

In The Same Room, Once Again

-In the morning- 

George woke up still in Sapnap's arms. He looked up to see Sapnap sleeping peacefully. He smiled feeling warm, he felt safe in Sapnaps arms.

When he was in Dream's arms he felt loved. 

George knew Sapnap loved him but he didn't feel loved. 

George was stressed about the thought but didn't know how to express it, so he kept it to himself. 

Instead of addressing how he felt, he just snuggled up into Sapnap's arms. 

George snuggled his head into the crook of Sapnap's neck. Sapnap woke up to the feeling of George.

"Awe good morning," Sapnap said looking down at George. George looked up smiling, "You look like an angel," Sapnap whispered into George's ear. 

That is what Dream called him, his little angel. 

George tensed up hearing that nickname, then flash backs. 

"My little Angel next time listen and that won't happen," - "Angel you know you can't do that." - "You look like an angel, my angel." - "Awe you look sad my angel.. don't be, it'll only hurt for a little."

 are only a few phrases he would say to George. 

George looked down not looking at Sapnap anymore. 

"Uh..hi, I'm a little hungry right now I'm gonna go eat..." George said pulling away from Sapnap. 

"Woah, woah did I do something, I'm still sorry about last night." Sapnap said grabbing George's arm stopped him from leaving the bed. 

George was just about to stand up. 

"Don't worry about last night, it's okay... could you please you not call me angel...? George said as he looked back into Sapnap with soft innocent eyes. 

"Oh yea sure. I'm sorry it was just, uh.. well.... sorry ya I won't." Sapnap managed to get out awkwardly. 

George stood up and went to the bathroom and as soon as he shut the door tears started to run down his face. 

Thoughts were racing in his mind about Dream 24/7. He couldn't handle it. When he saw Dream at the park the other day, that killed him. 

George could not see Dream again, it would wreck him. 

He kept thinking to him self  "Do I still want Dream" "do I miss Dream?" "I dont didn't know." 

George sat on the toilet crying silently, making sure Sapnap didn't hear. He didn't always want to explain his feeling and annoy Sapnap. 

"You okay in there George..?"Sapnap said slightly knocking on the door. 

"Yea, yea don't worry." George said trying to make his voice sound normal. 

"Okay." Sapnap said then walking back out to the kitchen. 

Sapnap had prepared George some bacon, eggs, toast, fruit to make sure he was full. 

All Sapnap wanted was for George to feel happy and loved all the time. 

George quickly got up and washed his face. 

He didn't want Sapnap seeing him crying again. 

George's face was wet but you could still tell he had been crying from his puffy red eyes.

George grabbed the face towel and walked into the kitchen. As he did that Sapnap looked over at him. 

George was aggressively drying his face getting his attention. Scratching his eyes with the dry towel.