I Fell In Love With A Reserve Course Student (KomaHina) !!S3LF H4RM!!

Idk what I'm Doing

(quick note this is just supposed to be like there was never a killing game and Hajime still doesn't have a talent..? Idk just go with it- :,) ) I stood from a distance looking at him. His brown hair shining as the sun hit it, wind blowing in his face. He looks so perfect... What am I thinking?! I smacked myself, he's not an ultimate. Why should I care for a useless reserve course student? I sighed as I sat down, my gaze ending up moving to him again. He turned towards me as he continued playing with everyone else in the water, he smiled waving to me. I felt my face turn red as I quickly looked away, the others don't seem to care...but they shouldn't be by a reserve course student. He's not special. I found myself blushing as I felt my heartbeat. "Komaeda!" I flinched to the sound of my name quickly looking up. "huh?" It was Chiaki, she was waving for me to come to the water. I shrugged as I walked down to the water. "yes Nanami?" I smiled. "How about you stay over here with everyone else?" I felt glad to be invited though that hope faded some, "Ah I'm not worthy being near such ultimates I'd just ruin the fun! Just like Hajime" I turned to see him staring at me along with the others, "Ah, see I have ruined the hopeful atmosphere! Hajime lets both excuse ourselves, we shouldn't be in the presence of such amazing people!" I smiled nervously. "No, I think you need to leave Nagito." My eyes widened hearing Hajime. "what?" He continued looking at me with an annoyed face, "You are the only one ruining things now." I glared at him. "Don't start talking yo-" I was cut off by Kazuichi "He's right Nagito, you don't help things one bit, and you make things boring" I stayed silent gathering my thoughts ... " ah does everybody think that? I turned to see the others nod. "My apologies to them, I shall leave. Please continue with your hopeful activities!" I smiled as I slowly walked away. And once again I have ruined the great atmosphere. I wish I could've seen their amazing talents more... Maybe someone like me should leave. Permanently. I continued walking making it to the pool. "Someone like me should be distanced from them. I'm not worthy to be near them!" I started rambling as I got caught off guard from a familiar voice. "You shouldn't say such things Komaeda." I turned with a slight annoyed expression knowing who it was but why do I like him. I shouldn't. "And why should you care? You seem to be loved by others so you shouldn't worry about trash like me!" I smiled widely staring at the one I somewhat hated yet loved. "Look just don't be so caught up in hope they think it's creepy." I smiled looking back at the pool "Hey Hajime?" I looked at him. "Yes?" I looked back down. "I was thinking of dying tonight." "W-what?!" I could tell he had a nervous look. "I don't know why I felt like telling you, but I did" I shrugged and got up feeling my hand get grabbed. ?!

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I grabbed Komaeda's hand with a worried expression. "Please don't do such a thing!" I looked at him. "my apologies for worrying you" He laughed it off. Why? Why does he do these things? He's so confusing. I sighed. "Nagito, nobody wants you dead" "Pfft talked to the others they thought otherwise" I looked down gripping his hand. "Nagito stop it." He seemed to look at me with a surprised expression. "Ah, I thought you of all people would be the happiest!" I sighed as I looked at him "of course i'm not happy about this!" "Ah but-" I stopped him mid sentence. "There's no buts! Don't do such a thing!"

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I was quite surprised what Hajime said. Why would someone like him care? He is pretty cute but..What am i thinking?! I guess I was quiet for too long because Hajime had waved a hand in front of my face. "Hello? Komaeda?" I shook my head looking at him. "Ah, I'm sorry I was just simply thinking." "oh alright." He replied to me. I looked back down at him holding my hand and blushed. We're holding hands. Holding hands! I smiled some as I looked down "I guess I shouldn't if you care so much." I looked up at him. "Good. But are you sure you'll be okay on your own?" I nodded pulling my hand away from him. His face seemed to turn red. "Ah I'm sorry about that!" "It's alright." I smiled. He looked away from me. "Ah I should head back. You should come with me. I'm sure the others won't mind." I looked away. "Ah are you sure?" "Sure! Just don't start anything. I'm sure they won't mind." I stood up and nodded. "Alright then."