Everything I wanted//Tom Holland x reader

Chapter eleven

"What!?!" "I- I just- I don't want to leave you" he starts to tear up too and he holds you closer to him and says "it's gonna be fine, we'll get through this but you have to take the job" "Tom I-" "y/n it's been your dream to have a roll like this, you're taking it" you start crying even more and he holds you tighter. "I'll help you pack" you nod your head and you both get up and start packing your suitcase. He drives you to the set and you still have tears in your eyes. Everyone is looking at you two confused and you wipe your tears and go sit in his dressing room and start pouring your feelings into a song. Robert and the cast walks up to Tom and asks him what's wrong. "It's y/n, she has to move to California for a job" he starts breaking down in tears and everyone goes to comfort him. "I don't want her to leave" your still in the dressing room and you start (trigger warning: self harm) c^tting yourself. You still sobbing quietly when Sebastian burst open the door "hey y/n I heard-" "Jesus Sebastian! What are you doing in here!?!" He rushes out and goes to Tom. "Tom get to your dressing room now!" He rushes over and sees the blood on your arm and the knife on the floor. He runs to you and hugs you tightly. You both start crying and he says "why are you doing this to yourself!?!" "Because I'm upset Tom! I don't wanna leave, I don't care if it my dream job I don't want to leave you!" "It's alright darling, you could never hurt me" you fall into his arms and continue crying. And hour later Tom drives you to the airport with your bags. "Call me when you land" "I will" you put your head against his as a tear rolls down your cheek. You give him one last kiss before you get on the plane whispering 'I love you' you get on the plane and start silently crying again. You call Tom but his phone is dead so you leave him a message. When he gets home he sits down and Harrison comforts him. Toms phone is finally charged and he listens to the message you left him. "Tom, I'd do anything for you. And I love you more than anything in the world. I love you. God I love you so much. I have to get off this plane! Excuse me ma'am! Ma'am please I have to get off this plane! No you don't understand I ha-" you get cut off and Tom starts crying again. There's a knock on the door and Harrison goes to open it. He opens it and you come running through and Tom stands up and you jump onto him hugging him. You're both hugging each other tightly and kissing each other. "I quit" "what why!?!" "Because Tom, I love you. I want to marry you, I want to grow old with you" he kisses you one more time and you sink into the feeling. The next day your at another gig with Tom and your family, Harrison, Zoey, Zendaya and the avengers cast are there in the audience recording. The band starts playing and you start singing "I had a dream, I got everything I wanted, not what you'd think and if I'm being honest, it might've been a nightmare to anyone who might care, thought I could fly, so I stepped on the golden, nobody cried, nobody even noticed I saw them standing right there, kinda thought they might care, I had a dream I got everything I wanted, but when I wake up I see, you with me" you finish the concert and everyone cheers for you. You see Tom standing up and cheering for you in the crowd. You bring him up on the stage and kiss him. He pulls away from the kiss and gets down on one knee pulling out the most beautiful ring. You are shocked when he says "y/n y/l/n, will you marry me?" Everyone in the crowd is shouting "MARRY HIM! YES!" "Yes! Yes I'll marry you!" He gets up and puts the ring on your finger pulling you into the most romantic kiss of your life. "Tom one last surprise" "what?" "I'm pregnant and have been since that night on my birthday" "IM GONNA BE A DAD!" Everyone is screaming and cheering for you guys. You and toms family, Harrison, Zoey, Zendaya and the MCU cast comes up and hugs you and Tom. Nine months later you and Tom are married and you have one little girl named Morgan Joy Holland.