The next morning
Moane pov
I got woken up when the doctors came over to me saying he was in a coma and how he could have visitors.
At his room
I went in and sat next to him. I wanted to cry he looked nothing like himself he was so pale. Not even the same color he usually was . Seeing all these cords in him that I've never seen in him just made me feel stuck . It was so quiet in the room all you heard was the machines . I sat back in the chair just thinking about all this and why he did it
2 hours later
I sat in a chair and kept seeing this back man walking back and forth from outside the door. I was kind of weird out but didn't think to much of it .
I called my job and told them I wouldn't be in to work for a while and they told me take my time . I started to get hungry so I ordered some food . I knew if I starved myself Dave would be mad.
Yes I know we been through so much but I can't leave him he needs me .
30 minutes later
My food finally came and i got it and tipped the person and sat down and ate . Soon there was a knock on the door and it was herbo and Gianna
Hi guys I said
"Hey baby how you feeling ?"
I'm alright I guess I said trying not to cry
"Hey sis"
Hey I said getting up giving them a hug
"Come on boo let's go take a walk and talk"
I nodded my head and got up and left out the room with Gianna
"How you feeling?"
I don't know anymore i said busting out crying . I can't do this anymore he's here because of me I'm the reason I said crying unconditionally this is all my fault I said
"HEY look at me." Gianna said yelling at me . Which she never does so I know she was having a serious moment
"None of this is your fault so stop blaming yourself for everything because it's not your fault . It's not your fucking fault Dave put his hands on you and you couldn't take it so you left it is not your fault that he shot him self that is him . It's nobody's fault but he's . He felt bad for everything and knew you were gone and never coming back. ITS NOT YOUR FUCKING FAULT and I know you are hurting because of what happened back in bora bora and what's happening now stop fucking blaming yourself you hear me ?"
I just nodded and looked down at the floor
"No you need to look at me so I know you understand."
I understand I said looking at her while she wiped my eyes
"I'm not trying to be mean I'm telling you wassup because your my best friend and more . I love you okay
I nodded I love you to I said looking at her which seemed like forever until she leaned in and kissed me and to my surprised I kissed her back . There was a weird silence cause I didn't expect that . We just got up and made our way back to the room not saying a word
Back at the room
I sat by Dave and didn't say anything I just looked at my fingers I got tired from all of that crying so I laid on the couch and fell asleep
4 hours later
I woke up to hearing the door open and close it was Gianna coming in with some food and a drink
