I haven't been eating or doing anything actually I feel really empty .
I got a knock on the door and opened ordering Gianna
"Oh my god boo what happen to you?
I don't wanna talk about it I said sitting on the couch
"Oh no we gon talk about it"
Me and Dave are going through it and I I just haven't been myself
"Babe I know your going through it but starving yourself and not carrying yourself good isn't it so go upstairs take a shower and I'm gonna go cook and I'm not taking no for a answer so get it"
I knew she wouldn't leave so I just went upstairs and did what I had to do .
1 hour later
I finally got dressed . I kept it simple
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Monae's outfit
"Pretend it's her okay 😭"
I felt a little better than I have been , the whole time I was in the shower my mind was on David I need him I can't eat anymore I'm not mad anymore I need him he Ames me complete I knew he didn't mean to it's only Tuesday and we have 5 more days to go . I just took deep breathes and went downstairs to a smelling good kitchen.
"Your food is done"
Thank you I said grabbing my plate and eating next to her and I ate.
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Monae's food
I feel a lot better I said
"Well that's good"
Yeah and they whole time I was in the shower I just thought I needed him but he's not coming back till Sunday
"What you mean he's not coming back till Sunday."
He went to talk to his therapist and his therapist insisted he leave for a week so I can have some space since we been going through it a lot latterly
"Well boo it's gon be okay once comes back y'all need to have a long talk about y'all situation alright , you want my to stay here till he comes back home I happily will."
If it's not to much I would love that
"Yes girl ima stay with you you know I live you bestie"
I love you to I said . I have her a hug and we just sat there watching movies just like we use to .
The next day
Giannna stayed the night hut left earlier to pack some clothes . Dave was coming back in 4 days and I wanted to be back to normal I texted Gianna telling her I was going to the gym and she said okay .
I got dressed and left out going to the gym
3 hours later
I was finished with my work out and was now just leaving .
I saw that I needed gas so I went to the gas station across the street . I got out the car and typed my number in and paid for it pumping the gas
"Aye mama you need help?"
No thank you but thanks for insisting I said smiling .
"Come on i gotchu"
"Look I'm engaged I don't think my fiancé would allow this i said . That nigga ain't here tho"
He said biting his lips coming closer to me .
Please back up .
"My fault but can I get your number just as friends please nothing more an nothing less?"
Uh I don't kno I said taking the pump out my car putting it back closing my gas tank.
"Please."
Your gonna have to see me again I said smiling and getting in my car .
"Oh word , bet on that"
Alright I said , what's your name ?
"Just call me jay, what's yours?"
Moane I said driving off.
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