Rebirth Plan to Save Leader

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——I just want to be able to hug you again one day.

He didn't commit suicide, he just thought he had found a way to survive.

Means to approach her.

The boy hugged the girl in his arms and kissed her cheeks, corners of her lips, and the tips of her hair indiscriminately. He tasted the salty and hot tears on her face.

The tip of my heart was also scalded.

He has always been helpless to her, he can only throw away his helmet and armor, and raise his hand to surrender.

"Manman, if you don't like it, I won't do it again. I will listen to you. Don't cry, okay?"

Zhang Man gripped his shirt tightly.

He was helpless and depressed, so he was hiding here, thinking of this way.

Her voice is muffled.

"Does it hurt?"

The boy dumbed his throat and touched her long hair: "...Manman, I don't hurt, it doesn't hurt at all, so it has no effect."

"I want to listen to the truth."

The teenager was silent for a while: "It might be a little painful at first, but I really don't feel it now. Manman, don't worry, okay?"

He didn't do this to make her feel bad.

He actually made her shed so many tears today.

Zhang Man hugged him distressedly and uncomfortably: "Boyfriend, no matter what, you can't resist this way."

It's so shocking to be so scarred.

She didn't dare to look at it at a glance.

Human pain is originally a way for humans to protect themselves. Because of fear of pain, people will not hurt themselves easily.

But he did the opposite.

How intense is the pain that I want to eliminate with pain?

She knew it might be difficult for him, but she still had to say.

"Li Wei, can you...try to accept it and accept your delusion? You know, you are just sick, it's not a big deal. You can't always fight it hard."

He is just a body of flesh and blood, and if such a confrontation continues, one day he will be bruised all over his body.

"I know, it's difficult for you. No one wants to be uncontrollable and delusion about something unnecessary. But since you can't control yourself, why not learn to accept it? Let's slowly accept the psychology later. Treatment will be good one day."

The teenager did not speak, and the two fell into a long silence.

The light in the room was adjusted to the lowest level, soft light, with a hint of warm yellow.

Warm colors always make people feel warmer than cool colors.

The boy looked at the shadow on the girl's face and thought for a long time.

His voice was hoarse and painful: "Manman, I don't want to be unable to control myself all the time."

Finally, he had to say the biggest fear deep in his heart.

"Do you know what happened the night you lived in my house?"

"I saw Nick standing by the bed, trying to pinch you, but when I woke up, I found that my hand was on your neck."

The boy said, shaking uncontrollably.

As long as he recalled that scene, his heart would become cold irresistibly.