——Li Wei's mother, Lin Fen, died of dystocia when he gave birth.
So what he once said that the mother who immigrated to Canada when he was very young and would come back to accompany him whenever he encountered some difficulties was all his own fantasy.
Janet, the mother in his mind, has a nice English name...
Li Wei's delusion is very serious, not only auditory hallucinations, but also deeper hallucinations.
In his previous life, after Li Wei committed suicide, his psychiatrist Michael accepted a mental health talk show in which he was talked about.
Michael said that Li Wei didn't realize that he was likely to have delusions until he became an adult, and he was the most serious delusion with hallucinations.
This kind of cognition is very terrible, no one can accept it, especially for a person like him with strong self-control ability.
He could not accept the fact that his mother passed away many years ago, let alone his terrible schizophrenia.
He began to lose the distinction between reality and delusion, and he became extremely sensitive and neurotic. From then on, he suspected that all the surrounding reality was false, even doubted the authenticity of the basic theoretical physics he studied, and doubted whether scientific truths existed.
World outlook guide methodology, firmly believed in the materialist world outlook for nearly two decades, after experiencing the illusions and auditory hallucinations of careful thought and fear, cracks began to appear.
For him, the collapse of his beliefs, who existed in this world alone, was an irresistible storm, enough to destroy all cognition and persistence.
He had no thoughts about everything in the world, and lost the only faith in his life. How terrible...
So, in his sophomore year, Li Wei broke out several times with severe depression, and started his first psychological treatment and fight against the disease.
After that, he took a semester off and suspended his schoolwork and research work.
In the blank of that semester, so far no one knows where he went. No one knows how he survived those days, how he told himself over and over again that the world was real, and only he himself had a problem.
But after he returned, he found a way to escape and suppress his mental illness, and resume his studies with difficulty.
Fortunately, the other side of mental illness is his insight and perception of the world that surpasses others a hundred times.
His research went well.
In his junior year, Li Wei made a very important breakthrough in the field of dual entanglement entropy with his amazing scientific talents. He published a PRL with an amazing amount of citations in just a few months, and the entire theoretical physics community was a sensation.
This article was rated as the most important development in this field in the past ten years. Many people could not believe that the first author of the article was a junior undergraduate.
Later, he was successfully admitted to Stanford as a full-awarded PhD. He received his PhD within three years, and he was even hired as a full professor at Princeton University after only one year of postdoctoral work after graduation.
Behind the scenery and sensation, for him, there is a darkness where no hope can be seen. Can't break free, can't escape, like stepping on a single-plank bridge over the abyss, a slight error will be forever.
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