NCT 24th male member

quotes (I think)

"Trust takes years to build, seconds to break, and forever to repair." 

"I heard you are the player. Nice to meet you, I'm the coach." 

"I know looks aren't everything but I have them just in case." 

"If I ever spill my whole secrets to you just know I was joking, it was a joke." 

"Kinda tired of being okay with things I'm not okay with..."

"My biggest fear is that you will start seeing me the way I see myself..."

"At some point, I got scared of people's eyes."

"Tomorrow. I say today. Tomorrow will be better."

„I was afraid. No, not of death. I was afraid of pain I might cause to people or just letting down the people I love, again. My problems didn't seem too big to anybody, that's why I never told them to a living person. Maybe some would understand, I was living in belief that music can be my cure..."

Hello everybody. I am finally back (I think). I am deeply sorry I haven't updated in a month. A close family member died and I fell into a deep depression. But I think I'm getting better.

Just one thing, this last "quote" is actually from my diary. I would write every day about how I was feeling (I had bad anxiety and depression). I got much better with the help of professionals and now I just have anxiety (it's a long story and I don't want to bore you all). 

OH and btw, if anyone was wondering, I got the first part of my grade from that BIG test I wrote back in March. So my first grade is an A (there are 3 grades).

So, yeah, that's about it. I will try my best to update more.

Till then,

-Mmaja :)