One Gloomy Night

Kapabayaan

"Hi loveee!! How's your day? Do you want anything? Tell me and I'll get it for you"

Super energetic

Hindi nauubos yung kakulitan niya sa'kin. Its annoying as hell. Super clingy niya at nakakasawa. Hindi ko alam bakit ko pa ba 'to naging boyfriend dahil meron mas better pa sa kanya na iba diyan. Dapat yun nalang pinili ko kesa sa nakaka-inis na 'to na puro kulit at lambing nalang ginawa.

"Loveee!! Do you need any help with your school works?" He said. Lagi nalang siya nag lalambing sa'kin as if na wala siyang problema, wala siyang ginagawa, or anything. Its annoying as heck. Why can't he just leave me alone.

"No, I don't need anything." I replied to him.

Sinasadya ko talaga na maging malamig sumagot sa kanya dahil sobrang clingy niya. I don't want that kind of guys! I'm used to guys that doesn't care to me. The guys na walang pakielam sa'kin and now nasasakal ako at naiinis ako sa sobrang kulit niya.

"Bakit parang ang lamig mo sa'kin lagi, Love? Gusto lang naman kita tulungan" He said. I can see his energy slowly decreasing. I can see na nalungkot siya dun. Still, I don't care. He's super clingy. I don't want that kind of guys."

"Wala nga akong gusto! Can't you understand? Super kulit mo!" I shouted at him as if he did something wrong.

"Okay. Sorry love." He replied and I can in his eyes the sadness that he felt from me just shouting at him. Thank god! He left. Now I can do this in peace.

Lagi nalang ako ganto sa kanya. Hindi ko alam bakit naging ganto na kaming dalawa. At first I was courting him and I was the one forcing myself into his life. He was super cold and was still affected to his past. But after sometime, we changed roles. I'm the one who's cold now and doesn't care if I lose his care for me.

I'm used to be treated shit. It's new to me that someone is treating me well. Its new to me that someone is treating me as if I'm a princess in a fairytale. Its really new to me that's why I get annoyed easily by his actons. Super kulit niya at clingy. Dami niyang hinihinging love sa'kin and I'm uncomfy with that.

"Hi love! Otw na'ko para sunduin ka diyan. Intayin mo'ko ah? Iloveyou"

After I shouted at him he still texted me. As if nothing happened. Is he pretending? Or is it just his pure love. Damn this guy is really pissing me off. Can't he see that I don't want him around? He's annoying as fuck!

"Wag mo na ako sunduin. Sasabay ako kila James" I replied to him.

Hindi na ako nag pasundo sa kanya dahil ayaw ko makita ng mga kaibigan ko na may kasama akong boring na tao. Kaya kila James nalang ako sumama. Si James nga pala ay bago kong nakilala. He's a sporty person with good sense of humor. Super saya niya kasama at mas pipiliin ko na samahan si James kesa samahan yung boring kong boyfriend.

"Oh. Okay love. Enjoy kayo and mag ingat okay? Iloveyouuu" He replied. Hindi ko na 'to pinansin at sineen ko nalang. Super cringey niya may ganyan pa bang malambing? I can't believe he's my boyfriend.

"Ano nakapag sabi ka naba diyan sa bf mo? Let's go?" Tanong ni James sa'kin. Super cool niya talaga at sa kilos at salita niya ay super ideal talaga for me. Hay mas pipiliin ko nalang talaga sumama kay James kesa mag tiis sa boring kong boyfriend.

"Ayos na. Wag na natin pansinin. Let's go" I replied to James.

Nag gala kami sa mall and I spent time with James. Before ginagawa din namin 'to ng boyfriend ko and before I was doing all the work. I was the one who's engaging to conversation and such. But he never failed to give the same energy. He's just to obsessed when he gets attached to someone that turns me off.