'Loverboy' (Tsukiyama)

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Yamaguchi Pov

I sit in my wobbly gaming chair and trying to think of lyrics for my new song. Of course, the song was about Tsukishima...again.I just can't get him outta my mind, I mean He was, is, the most important person to me and his face is on every god dang billboard so yeah it's kinda hard to just 'move on'.

"Hey, Yams you coming?" Kageyama pokes his head through the door frame. Kageyama was my drummer we didn't live together but we rented a small studio that we all meet up in on Fridays.

"Yeah, I'm coming!"I say shoving my pen and pad into my bag I double-check to make sure I have everything. notebook, hair tie, extra drum sticks, and my driver's license. I felt like I was missing something but brushed it off as paranoia.

"K let's go, get Hinata!"I say and jump out of my seat heading for the door.

"K.HINATA!" Kageyama yells and I flinch at the loud noise.

"Coming!"Hinata yelled back."ooh nice fit!"He says his eyes widening when he sees me 

I was wearing black leather pants a black crop top that was a turtle neck and a small black jacket and black high tops.

"Thanks, same goes for you!"

Hinata had on blue jeans followed by a red shirt and a jeans jacket he was wearing white fire vans and his hair was in a ponytail. (Btw Kageyama was wearing blue jeans, a black short-sleeved top(turtle neck) that had a tight white long-sleeved shirt under it and his hair was just down. He was wearing all-black shoes as well.)

we go to the car and Kageyama slips in the driver's seat while I sit beside him and Hinata hops in the back. We were headed towards a meet and greet I was hosting near a mall it was just a small thing nothing too big.

Time skip

I comb my hair back with my hands as I meet the next person in line I sign her notebook and she moves on I prepare to sign the next person but my eyes stop on a familiar face, well familiar faces, Tsukishima, Kuro, and kenma were here...

My heart started pounding like crazy. I haven't seen Tsuki in like 2 years, I know he won't remember me the doctor said if I stuck around for a year I might trigger his memory but I couldn't bear it I would do anything, for Tsuki but that I couldn't do, I was a stranger to him but he wasn't to me...plus I did stick around for a like 9 months but he didn't remember anything and I lost hope.

My thoughts start flooding in and I curse Kuro

come on Kuroo what happened to the warning text!?!?!....wait oh crap I forgot my phone!

I am snapped out of my thoughts when I hear Tsuki call my name.

"Yamaguchi?" I flinch at the sudden change in his voice, his voice was deeper now a lot deeper. My eyes shoot up to see a  gold pair of eyes staring back at me.

"Hi Tsuki!"I say cheerfully I couldn't help but be a little happy to see him I mean he remembers me a little so that's okay, right?

"Hey, yams!"I hear kuroo greet me from behind Tsukishima.

"Hi, Kuro-san!"I greet kuro back "hi kenma-san!"I say looking at kenma his hair more black than blond now.

"Hi, yams."He says looking at me a small smile spreading across his lips.

"Um I'm almost done here I'll meet you guys in a little bit..."

"K, "Kei replies coldly as if disappointed, I give them one last smile before they walk away to Hinata, and Kageyama. whom was stuffing food in their mouths.

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small time skip

I head over to my group of friends and apologize for being a little late.

"Hi, guys! Sorry, It took me so long!"

"It's oway Yams!"Hinata tells me his mouth stuffed with food. I nod in response and sit down next to Tsuki.

"So how is your career doing?"I ask Kei trying to start a convo

"It's doing good, you?" 

his words were normal, calm, caring even, but his eyes burned into my soul as if he was searching for something.

"Good I'm coming out with a new song soon!"I say cheerfully, now that Tsuki was here I have more motivation to write my new song...

"Oh that's nice, I'm just in town checking out the town I plan to move here, oh I ha-"Tsuki was interrupted by his phone ringing, the ring tone sung:

"It's a typical story where the bassist kills the singer"

"The guitar and the drummer fall in love with each other"

I blush at the sound of my voice, that was the song I made when I was mad Tsuki couldn't remember me, the feelings passed by quickly but while they were there I thought why not make it into a song?

he looks at the number and ignores it, I wonder who it is and my curiosity gets the best of me.

"who was it?"I ask looking at his hand which was putting the phone on silent.

"My brother, I'll just call him back," Tsuki says looking irritated, I scoff.

"Still fighting with your brother shouldn't you be over it by now?"I say quickly regretting it remembering we aren't as close as we used to be and that's something a close friend would say to you.

"Yeah, but this time it was about something different!"He says getting defensive, his response shocked me a little I expected him to act weird or awkward but he didn't it was as if we were close again

"heh, I thought that was your girlfriend!"Hinata says wiping his mouth that had some crumbs on it.

My heart acks at the idea of Tsuki moving on while I stayed here mourning him as if he was dead as if he wasn't a phone call away, making music about him as if-

my thoughts are interrupted when Kei speaks up:

"I can't have a girlfriend."He says looking down at his phone.

Kuroo rolls his eyes and Hinata and Kageyama look at him dumbfounded,kenma..well he just sits there.

"What? is it your career?" Kageyama ask

"No idiot, "Kei says back

"Well, what is it?"I ask chiming in, His attention goes straight to me and he looks me in the eye a blank expression on his face

"I have someone I love." my heart sunk I felt myself going into a place of despair and regret but then kuroo spoke up.

"No, he doesn't," Kuroo stated

"I do."He says back

"What...?" Me, Hinata, and Kageyama say in sync

"You don't even remember them!"kuroo yells

"That's not the point!"