Chapter 38

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Aaron pulled me off of the case after I found out about Arizona and I was quite shocked I didn't say anything to anyone on the ride home ..

I sat by myself with carina and Arizona favorite cozy blanket.

What is honestly? You can be honest with yourself

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What is honestly? You can be honest with yourself. But lies to others ... or lie to yourself and be honest with others. I honestly don't know how I'm going to tell the girls that carina and Arizona are both going, but my girls loved them. But I could tell them that carina and Arizona are angels and there watching overs us .

I set in the back by myself hoeing no one come to me and asked if I'm okay. Because truth is no I'm not okay because I lost two people who I care and love ..

On the jet

JJ: baby please talk to me , why are you acting like you got your feelings hurt.

Kate: (eyeroll)

Em: Kate Elizabeth printess answer us

I look over at Derek and Dave because they were the one who found me at Arizona house and they know about me being pregnant with there baby.

Kate: WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME , IM NOT GOING TO TELL YOU HOW I FEEL BECAUSE I JUST LOST TWO IMPORTANT PEOPLE IN MY LIFE AND NOW THERE NOT GOING TO MEET THERE FURTHER SON OR DAUGHTER .. now excuse me why I go throw up

Em: what's is she talking about further son or daughter

Aaron: she's 4 weeks pregnant with carina and Arizona baby

Dave: because they can't carry kids

Derek: so Kate volunteer

JJ: she volunteered to carry carina and Arizona baby

Dave: now both carina and Arizona are gone and they left Kate to be the baby godmother

Em: why didn't she tell me

Kate: ( rapped in carina and Arizona cozy blanket) because I wasn't sure how you will feel about it

Em:baby your helping someone have a family I couldn't be anymore proud

We felt asleep and I still did know how I was going to tell the girls about carina and Arizona. Few minutes later we arrived home ..

Kate/ JJ home

I go inside and saw the girls playing outside with Penelope and I had tears coming down..

Kate: ( sniff) Penelope give me a minute with the girls

Penelope: yeah sure

Lizzie: mom is everything ok
Rosa: mom your crying

Kate: girls I love you so much and I'm always going to be here for you, umm ( voice crack) something bad happened to carina and Arizona, and they didn't make it, I know how much you guys love them and they love you, so I brought you the teddy bear form Arizona place. Along with pictures we took and there cozy blanket. But I want you to know mommy did good and she's Need you help to tell your future sister or brother and carina and Arizona.

Lizzie: ( crying) Li amo ( I love theme)
Rosa:(crying) li amiamo ( we love them)
Kate: (crying) So che li amo anche io
( I know I love them too )

I told the girls we just sat outside crying and crying until it was time for be and now I have to give a speech for there funeral in two week  . Witch I'm glad to but I'm scared because , there my friend and now there gone.

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