Emily daughter

Chapter 28

It's been a few weeks I'm am now 13 weeks pregnant I like to believe that his is a miracle, I so can't wait to meet my baby. I know I'm going to be the best mom I can be . I thought about have kids since I was in Paris with my mom and Hayden and when I lost my daughter when the unsub took me I had a miscarriage and yet hey was someone who was kind he actually cared for me . Some time I feel like cutting myself so I don't feel any pain.. maybe I can turn off my 𝙷𝚄𝙼𝙰𝙽𝙸𝚃𝚈 and I would have to feel anything.

I wake up at 3am to take a shower , why because it's the only time when I can cry in the shower. I don't know why I cry it's just I been though everything and honestly I just like to be alone, things I can't Jennifer. Like how my nightmare came back or like how I have nightmares about losing the baby or losing the love of my life. Or how sometimes my nightmare feels like something bad going to happen to my mom or dad and how Hayden won't have her parents to grow up.

JJ: baby? Are you take a shower

Kate: ( voice crack) yeah I'm almost done

JJ: baby it's 3 am why are you take a shower

Kate: I could sleep ( sigh)

JJ: baby is everything ok

Kate: ( look on the floor) I'm fine

JJ: Kate Elizabeth printess look at me , and tell me what going on ...

Kate: my nightmare came back and I been having new nightmare, I sorry I didn't say anything

JJ: aww poor baby come here ( hugs) it's okay I'm here , we can get though your nightmare together, now can we please go back to bed baby

Kate: yea let's go

After talking to Jennifer we went to bed I cryed myself to sleep while she was holding me I could here her heart beating and It  was so cilming that I felt asleep in her arms.

It was the next morning I was supposed to take Henry to school but instead I couldn't move from the couch, I knew something was wrong with the baby.

Henry: mama let's go I'm going to be late
Kate: hey Henry can you go with Sara her mom will pick you up
Henry: mama is everything okay
Kate: yes I'm .... im fine , Henry bring me my phone
Henry: okay here you go

Tex message to Jessica...

Hey Jessica it's Henry mom Kate, I know this is last minutes but can you take Henry to school

Hey yeah I can and everything ok with you and the baby

Honestly I don't know I'm going to call my obgyn once Henry leaves

Okay well I'm outside

Okay thanks again and please don't tell Jennifer

Calling... dr. Carina 🇮🇹🦋

Hey it's carina

Ahh carina it's me Kate

Hey is everything ok

I...I don't know, one minute I'm sitting on the couch about to take Henry to school, I couldn't breathe or get up and I look down there was blood. carina I'm scared.

Hey hey it's okay text me your address and I'll do a check up on you

It's 3423 west parkway , carina please hurry

Carina arrived in 5 minutes  I was hemorrhage so she fixed my uterus by sowing it and massaging it by hand because it can massage the uterus to help it contract, lessen bleeding and help the body pass blood clots. And medications like oxytocin to make the uterus contract and lessen bleeding. Once she was done she pulled out her on the go ultrasound, at this point I couldn't breathe, so I close my eyes I felt tears coming down.

Kate: carina is the baby okay
Carina: that weird,hang on
Kate: Carina what's going on
Carina: Kate I can't find the baby heartbeat
Kate: (voice crack) no no please don't tell me
Carina: I'm afraid so I'm so sorry,
Kate: it's okay, Where my phone
Carina: here you go , I'll leave
Kate:no please don't go , let me take this and I could use a drink
Carina: laughed okay

Aaron... calling 😎

Hey Hotch what's up

We have a case and we need you

Hotch I'm not feeling too good , I had to find a ride to take Henry to school this morning

Oh well okay feel better I'll let JJ know okay

Thanks

Called end

Carina : ready
Kate: ready