Warning: This chapter is heavily edited. Almost the whole part of it, I wrote this when I was 11, that's why.
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I was waiting for my childhood best friend Ran, we've been friends since we we're 7 years old, add Sonoko and Shinichi too, when I turn 10, I have been developing some feeling for Shinichi but I realized it when I was 10 y/o, but the problem is Shin has feelings for a book and.......... Ran, the funniest thing is that he told it to me not to Ran.
//Flashback\\
I was walking to Shinichi's house to ask him for a Sherlock Book, I also like Sherlock but i have my limit, I got to his house and see him but i didn't saw him and you must be wondering how did i get in so easily, i have a key of his house or should i say 'Duplicated key' because, I always borrow a book "Bakatantei-kun ("Detective idiot" a/n: Just a nickname don' worry)!" I called out, but still no response "He's into it again" I whispered to myself completely annoyed, i opened the door to his room to see a...................... HALF NAKED FREAKING SHINICHI with a TOWEL WRAP AROUND HIS WAIST, and ICANSEEHISFREAKINGWELLTONEDBACK!!!!!!!!! I was yelling in my head while I was frozen in my spot, Shinichi noticed my presence cause he turned around "Did i make you stand too long?" he asked me, and i answered him with an unexpected scream while turning around "AHHHH!!!!!!! PUT ON SOME CLOTHES!!!! IF YOU DON'T WANT BE MURDERED!!!" I threatened him.
I feel that he is smirking while walking towards me he wrap he's hand on my waist and said "Like what you saw?" in a seductive way, i elbowed him causing him to groan and i took the opportunity to run away "I'LL WAIT DOWNSTAIRS!" I yelled, after some minutes he came to me "What do u want?" he asked me while leaning on his dad's table, arm's crossed over his chest "Well... uhm...." I stuttered, gosh what was the title again? "'Well... uhm... what?" he ask little......... annoyed? I pouted and just walk away, but when i was about to walk away he said something that shattered my heart into pieces "I like Ran" I was frozen in my spot, right now I just wanted to run and cry my heart out! "So... please don't tell anyone" he said as he back hug me and he rested his head in my shoulder, i tried to force a smile and hold back the tears that are threatening to fall down my cheek but with no luck, my tears stream down my cheek until it landed on Shinichi's arm.
I hoped that Shinichi didn't feel it but I was wrong "Why are you crying?" he said turning me around to face him, but before he could look at me, I hugged him, burying my face on his chest then I started to sob. "Hey, what's wrong?" Shinichi asked me. "I-I'm just happy for y-you. I whish the best for the t-two o-of y-you.." I lied, I don't him to feel bad about me. "Thank you, Y/n. I know I can count on you..." Shinichi said, unaware about what I truly feel. "So, 'Sherlock Holmes: A Game of Shadows', right?" Shin said, releasing me from the hug. "Y-yeah, I-I'll just get it tomorrow, I need to get home. Bye" I stuttered. "O....kay?" he said and I started to walk home, my house is not far from his and Ran's house, just a few blocks away.
When I arrived at home, I quickly went to my room and cried my hearts out. It hurts, it hurts so bad, especially for the fact that I thought he also like me because he always approaches me, for the fact that he loves someone else, for the fact that..... that... my feelings for him are far from like. I've loved him.
//End of Flashbacks\\
Since then, I started to ignore Shinichi, he tried to talk to me sometimes and even asked me why I've been distancing myself away from, but just like what other people will say, 'I'm tired.' or 'Sorry, I was just busy...' and things like that. I tried to move on, but it's hard. It's like a bullet that strucked the center of my heart with the pain that will surely take years before it heals.
_____________________________________________ To Be Continued.
It's been a year! Sorry! I'll try and update ASAP! I won't say promise because promises are meant to be broken AHHAHHAHAH omsim!
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