Kidnapped

18. Safe?

A loud bang erupted through the room making everything around me move in slow motion. The only thing I wanted to to was to protect my son but I forgot about the other important person in my life and now she was laying on the with blood pouring out of her stomach.

"Y/N..." I whispered caressing her cheek with my free hand. All she was look at me the give me a faint smile before turning to Jae.

"Y-Y/N...please You can't d-die." He cried out earning a soft caress from her bloody hand.

"I-I'm s...so-sorry Jaejae." She whispered as the life  was slowly leaving her body.

"No...no no. I'm the one who is sorry. Please you can't leave u-us. You need to raise your son and watch him grow into a wonderful young man. I-I'm sorry for breaking your f-family, please you can't d-die. Y/N not now." Jae cried even more as he pulled Y/N onto his lap and hugged her. She slowly hugged him back with the little strength she had left.

I watched the scene unfold knowing that I had no right to be jealous after all the trouble and hurt I had caused her. Yeonjung had also stopped crying and was now looking at his mother sadly as if he knew what was going on.

"J-Jae, I'm s-sorry. I-I'm sorry... I-I forgot you a-and b-broke my promise. I never meant to forget y-you... but w-hen I got adopted everything b-became a living h-hell. Everyday I-I beg my adoptive p-parents t-to let me see y-you but... b-but they would b-beat me for that... Eventually I-I stopped and that's when you began s-slipping from m-my mind-d. After a few years I ran away met J-Jungkook. H-he was the only one t-their for me a-and I-I couldn't help but to fall in l-love with him. I-I'm s-so sorry." Y/N explained her side making a deep look of regret fall on his features.

She turned to me as Jae was left speechless. She looked so tired but she tried her best to stay awake?

"Jungkook, I-I... Please promise me that you will take good care of my baby." She breathed out. I could see it was really difficult for her to stay awake at this point. The tears were already flowing down my cheeks.

"B-baby I- Y/N You can't leave us, please. Y-Yeonjung needs you... I-I need you. You are the one who has to take care of him. Please Y/N You just can't. We finally got him back, you can't leave. Yeonjung needs his mother around." I rambled on. At this point I was crying my heart out trying to convince her not to die as if it were possible.

"J-Jungkook, please. Promise me that you will take care of him. I know I am not going to make it out of this. I want to know that I have left my child in good hands." Her words were making reality hit me hard in the face.

"I promise... b-but please don't  die. I-I love you." It was the first time I had ever said those words to her and it felt really good to say them but stupid me said them at a time that was too late.

"T-than y-you." She said in a mere whisper before her eyes closed.

***

I had been pacing around for who knows how long rying to keep my mind calm. Since they took her into surgery we recieved no word on her condition and that had been two and half hours ago.

The others were also here except for Jin hyung and Hoseok hyung who volunteered to take care of Yeonjung while I was gone. Jae was also here and I could see the guilt written all over his features.

Since we had gotten here it's like we had a silent agreement to get along at least until Y/N was better. But somehow deep in my heart I wanted to for a relationship with the brother I never knew I had.

I knew it was not all his fault but our parent's for abandoning as a young child. And what made things worse for him was knowing that the girl that he loved fell in love with his younger brother and even had a kid with him.

I really did feel bad for him and also felt like some of this was my fault. All he wanted was to be happy but what he got instead was mistreatment.

Breaking myself out of my thoughts I slowly walked to him and sat in the chair next to him.

"Are you okay?" I asked trying to start up some sort of conversation.

"Why are you asking me that?" He asked me know not even bothering to look at me.

I did not even know how to answer that. I could feel the sadness radiating off his body.

"I am sorry about what they did to you, a-and... and about taking Y/N from you." I responded but not to his question and put a hand on his shoulder which he shrugged off though.

"Jungkook I don't need your pity and its not as if you actually took her away from me. She was not mine and it was not a crime for the both of you to fall in love. I-I am sorry for eveything." He said once again not looking at me. I could see it was really hard for him to let down his pride and apologise.

Before I could say anything the door of surgery room opened and a doctor came out. Immediately both Jae and I stood up. By his facial expression I could see that what he was about to say was not going go be good news and it made my heart drop.

"I am sorry to say this but miss Y/N has..."