Kidnapped

8. Tears

After dropping Jimin off at home, I drove to the hospital to pick up Y/N and the others. My heart skipped a beat every time I thought of her. I was really excited to see her even though I knew she still hated me.

When I got to the hospital I immediately went to Y/N's room but just as I was about to open the door I heard Jin say my name. Me being me I decided to eavesdrop on their conversation.

It was quiet for a bit until I heard Y/N start talking. My heart clenched at every word that came out of her mouth. Her voice did not have any emotion until she mentioned our son. We had been together for so long but she never cared to tell me about her life or past. I felt hurt even though I knew I had no right to feel this way.

I waited a couple of minutes before going inside. In the room I found the three of them hugging and tears were rolling down Jin's cheeks, I cleared my throat which got their attention causing them to break the hug and look at me.

"Oh Kook you are here." Jin said and came up to me and pulled me into a quick hug while Y/N and Taehyung just stared at me. I felt like they were judging me.

"Yeah." I responded and quickly looked away from their judgemental stares.

"Are you guys ready to go?" I asked clearing away the silence that had developed in the few seconds thst had passed. They mumbled a quick yes.

The doctor then came in telling us that Y/N just needed more rest then she would be fine but she could go home.

The whole ride home was very quiet and awakward. Everyone was facing their own direction while I drove. When we finally arrived, I steped out of the car and the wind immediately blew away the tense atmosphere that was in the car.

Jin and Taehyung walked into the house, I guess assuming that I wanted to talk to Y/N in private. We both walked in silence as I lead her to the room she would be staying in for the meantime.

"Why did you not tell me?"

*Y/N*

"Why did you not tell me?" He asked me as soon as we got into the hallway.

I looked at him not understanding what he was talking about. I turned to look at him and he stared back.

"Tell you what?" I asked with confusion lacing in my voice. He continued to stare at me for a few seconds before responding.

"Why didn't you tell me about your past? Did you not trust me?" He asked, his voice seeming sad. He probably heard me when I was talking to Jin and Taehyung.

"Why would it matter to you?" At this point I was even more confused and also a little bit angry at why he cared now.

"It matters to me because I was your boyfriend. You were supposed to trust me with these things not strangers who you have known for less than twenty four hours." He sounded angry as he spoke making my blood boil.

"Oh, Jungkook please don't make me laugh. How can you say you were my boyfriend when you yourself said whatever was between us was just for fun. You can't call that a relationship because you are jealous or whatever. You just used me and led me on while I was madly in love with you Jungkook. I loved you so freaking much but you just left me when I needed you the most. You left our child without a father. You were my only family and I trusted you with my whole being but you just made me realise that I was just living in a fantasy world. If my own family couldn't love me then what made me think that you would? My only reason for living has been kidnapped and the only thing I ask from you is to get him back alive and safe to me. If you ever cared for me once in your life just do this and you will never have to see us again. You won't need to worry about having a child." I breathed out with tears wanting to spill over but I could not let Jungkook see that I was crying.

As the first tear rolled down my cheek I ran into the room and locked the door behind me. I slid down the door and let the other tears fall. Sobs also making their way out of my throat as I thought about everything I had said to him. It pained me to say it but now I felt as if a huge weight had been lifted off my shoulders.

*Jungkook*

I watched her run into the room and my heart dropped. I wanted to run after her but I knew she did not want to see me and also wanted to be alone. I had not even noticed that I was crying until a whimper escaped my lips.

I quickly wiped off the tears and leaned my forehead against her door listening to to her heartbreaking sobs. I have never heard her cry this much and the worst part was that I could not comfort her. I was the reason she was crying.

I moved away from the door and silently walked to my room, my heart clenching at what Y/N had said earlier. I knew I deserved it but that didn't mean it still did not hurt like hell.

I laid on my bed and reflected on my life and how it could have been if I had just done some things differently. My life would have been so perfect if I had just accepted my baby. My son.

Getting off the bed I decided to stop sulking and crying because it would not bring my son back. I quickly pulled out my phone and called the person I hated the most in this universe.

"Park, meet me at the abandoned building outside town tomorrow at six am sharp."