VOICELESS LOVE | T.K FF

☆ Holding Back ☆

(1161 words)
Taehyung's P.o.v(3rd person)

Taehyung woke up this morning all nervous and sweaty. He was nervous because he was going to see Jungkook after their....Kiss. He wanted to talk about it, it came out of know where and he just wanted a clear mind.

Right he stood in front of his school building, looking around for his friends and most importantly, Jeon Jungkook. He then saw Jimin and Jungkook walking into the school building, the other followed behind the two. We quickly walked up to them with a smile. But the only one who didn't smile in return was Jungkook

Jungkook looked down, not giving him any attention. It caused Taehyung's heart to collapse into his stomach. "Hi Taehyung"Jin said with a tiny smile.

"Hey Jungkook, can I talk to you?" Taehyung asked hoping he would get a yes but it was all in vain when Jungkook spoke to him with a harsh tone. "No." He walked off leaving everyone else. And leaving a very hurt Taehyung.

"Sorry, Taehyung he doesn't mean to hurt you." Hoseok said sympathetically and the group walked into the school building, leaving Taehyung to stand alone.

Time skip

The whole day Taehyung has been wondering what he has done to make Jungkook not want to speak to him, did Jungkook regret it, is he a bad kisser, what is it? He needs to know because he is really beginning to go crazy.

The classes he had with his friends were anxiously quiet. Jimin would look at him and smile but he didn't talk to him much. Jungkook, he didn't even look at him. He tried multiple times to get his attention, he even tried lunch time to chase after him and talk to him but he just told him to leave him alone.

Realizing Jungkook didn't want to talk to him, he gave up. If Jungkook doesn't want anything to do with him than he will respect that. He doesn't want to seem like this desperate high school kid.

It was the end of the day unfortunately, he picked up his stuff and walked out of his boring Chemistry class. He Saw Jin and Namjoon walking beside each other with the others no where to he seen. He took his chance and Called out his name.

Jin turned around and told Namjoon he will meet up with him outside by the car and met Taehyung in the middle of the hallway. "Hey Tae what's up."

"Have I done anything to make any of you angry, make Jungkook angry?" Jin tensed and sighed apologetically and shook his head. "It's hard to explain Taehyung."

"Well explain it to me, I have all day, I'll listen." Taehyung pleaded but Jin still denied an explanation. "I'm sorry Tae but....I really can't tell you. Uhm got to go, the others are waiting for me by the car, see you later?" Taehyung sighed defeated but nodded anyways.

"Yeah....See you later." Jin smiled, patting his arm before turning around and walking away. Taehyung groaned slightly and headed home with a gloomy mind.

"Hey sweetie your home earlier than usual. I thought you'd be hanging with your friends at a cafe or something." Taehyungs mom said as soon as he walked threw the front door. She was in the kitchen making an early dinner.

"Yeah well I don't know what's happening with that...." he answered with a slight cough, sitting down at their kitchen Island. Mrs. Kim handed him a glass a water before she spoke again. "What do you mean, did something happen?" He shrugged.

"Well something must of happened, just yesterday you, Jungkook and....Jimin was it? Were hanging out in your room studying. Did something happen between you and one of those two?" Taehyung just stayed quiet looking at his glass of water.

"The silence means that's a yes. Was it with Jungkook, did you guys fight yesterday night?" Tae shook his head. "No but...."

"But what... Tell me."

"Jungkook kissed me before him and Jimin left our house." Taehyung's mother got excited, her son got to kiss his crush. "Yes! Oh my good- wait why aren't you jumping in excitement like a normal teenager?" Taehyung looked down again and then back at his mother. "He won't talk to me, I tried so many times today, I wanted to talk about it but he ignored me every chance he got."

"Baby I'm so sorry....Do you know why he won't talk to you?" Taehyung chuckled sadly. "Well the kiss I presume. I don't really know to be honest, but I don't really want to talk about it, it's making me all depressed."

"Okay honey, how about you eat and sleep on it. Yeah?" Taehyung nodded and grabbed the plate his mother made him.

He went upstairs to his room and plopped down on his bed. He took a huge exhausted breath and got ready for bed. He checked his phone before completely closing his eyes and consuming total darkness.

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"You don't have to be such a jackass to him Jungkook." Yoongi explained in frustration. Jungkook glared at his friends except for Jimin and groaned, slumping down in his seat. "Don't you think I know that!? It fucking kills me how hurt he looked but if I dont cut ties with him two things can possibly happen, One, we all get destructed by him like we did and we possibly die or even my father and we lose our label or Two, we keep in touch with him and the rival gang that's been attacking us kills him. I can't let any of that happen. I can't let him get hurt, it will break all of us."

"Don't act like you are not talking to him because you don't want us to get hurt if he dies. You are falling for him and it scares you. He distracts you from your duties. And shit happens. But in reality we all have been distracted, even your damn father." Jin said in slight anger.

"If you actually liked him Jungkook you would fight for him." Jin continued and Jungkook jumped up and slammed his hand on the table. "What the hell am I supposed to do!? I can't tell him about us, he would either hate us or just be a victim of more danger. I can't fight for him because there is nothing to fight for. We kissed and that's about it."

"BULLSHIT! You have been smiling and laughing way more since he arrived in Busan Jungkook. You never even acted like that with Jimin and he is your best friend, don't think we don't know the amount of times you've flirted with him or almost kissed him, stop lying to yourself to make this easier on yourself." Yoongi yelled and left the room and the others followed.

Jungkook sighed and slumped back in his chair. Thanks to his friends. Now that he thinks of it. Where the fuck is Jimin?