Summary-This story is inspired by @/sidkozume from TikTok. They made a video where Tsukishima and Yamaguchi are dating. Tsukishima and Yamaguchi end up arguing. Eventually, Yamaguchi threatens to tell Tsukishima's parents that they are dating whilst knowing they are homophobic. Anyways enjoy even though this is going to be really bad.
Author Note-I will be using American time etc so sorry if it seems weird. Also sorry if this is bad this is my first time writing again since 4th grade
Tw: A slight bit of homophobia
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3rd person
Yamaguchi wakes up to the blaring sound of his alarm from his phone. He reaches for his phone to stop the ringing that seems never-ending. His mind wonders if Tsukishima is up. He checks the time as it reads 5:30 am. He has plenty of time to get ready considering that school start at 7:35 am, but he just likes to be extra prepared.
Yamaguchi was a pretty leery and genuinely scary person. Terrified of being in the dark too long, he rolls out of the bed still restless to turn the light on. The bright light strained his eyes as he turns it on. He drags his restless body into the bathroom to start getting ready.
After taking a very cold shower to wake himself up and brushing his teeth, he goes to put on his clothes. Nothing too out of the ordinary. Just a plain white tee with a black jacket, blue jeans, and his converses.
When he's finished he looks at the time. It reads 6:30 am. It really took him an hour not even to get fully ready. He rushes to eat all his breakfast wanting to catch Tsuki. They usually meet near a coffee shop fairly close to where they live. When he gets there it's already 6:45 am. He searches everywhere and finds Tsuki nowhere. He texted Tsuki giving him a heads up that he was just going to walk to school alone since he wanted to get some extra study for a test.
He makes his way to school by himself in the cool breeze. Since he arrived at 7:00 am no one was really there. Everyone lived fairly closer to school than him and Tsuki so everyone usually came later. He goes to get his books to study and goes into the cafeteria.
He starts wondering if Tsuki ever got his text considering he didn't get a notification that he responded. He checks the messages just to see he has been left on read. Fairly disappointed seeing no response from his boyfriend but he didn't really mind since that was something Tsuki did from time to time.
He slowly gravitates his focus back to his books and studies. Before he knew it was 7:30 am. He rushes back to his locker to get his right books for his 1st period (class).
When he's back at his locker he sees his lanky boyfriend Tsuki. He rushes up to him and try's to give him a hug. Tsuki pushes him off since he doesn't really like PDA. Especially when there are tons of people around them. Yamaguchi understands and leaves him alone.
Yamaguchi walks to his class really upset. He feels that him and Tsuki and drifting apart and that Tsuki isn't spending enough time with him. He really wants to talk to him about it since they agreed on trying to make their communication better with each other.
During the hour he has to sit in class he gets very distracted. His mind always wanders back to Tsuki somehow. His anxiousness keeps getting the best of him. Wondering if he did something wrong or if Tsuki was mad at him. He snaps back into reality after he hears the horrible noise of a bell ringing.
In reality, Tsuki just got into a fight with his parents that morning. They were arguing about if homosexuality is ok or not. His parents are very homophobic and that's a reason he doesn't like to show PDA with Yams. He feels somehow they were going to see them. Clearly, Tsuki went against what they were saying considering the fact he himself is gay (but his parents didn't know that). They just complained about how homosexuality was a sin yada yada yada.
Tsuki got tired of them and snapped back. His parents obviously got mad. They said things such as "the internet corrupted your mind" and "If you were gay we would disown you." Tsuki is sort of used to it. He used to feel so invalidated when they said stuff like that. Now the blonde just gets extremely angry.
When Yamaguchi came up to him today he really wanted to hug him. The boy is honestly just bad at showing his feelings. He was upset about the situation earlier but didn't mean to take it out on his boyfriend.
The tall boy went to his first period tense and upset. He plans on talking to Yamaguchi after school. He's not very good with feelings but could tell his boyfriend was clearly upset.
The day felt awfully long to Yamaguchi especially since he had a test to take. For Tsukishima it was an awfully long day of guilt.
They didn't have volleyball practice that day so that was one thing less to worry about. They meet up at their usual spot.
Yams sat down next to the blonde. He starting off with just a simple hey.
Yamaguchi POV
I was very nervous to talk about what happened earlier and how I've been feeling. I know that it's better to work things out though. "Tsuki can I talk to you about something." "Sure" I hear him sort of whisper.
"What happened this morning, are you ok," I say. "Well why wouldn't I be" he replies. "You short of pushed me away so I was just wondering." "You don't always need to be right next to me Tadashi."
"Well, I was just trying to spend some more time with you. It seems like you don't like me anymore. Have you found someone else is that why? Did I do something or did I not do enough? Should I-" "Tadashi stop coming up with these dumb stories? Nothing's wrong, you are just too clingy"
Too clingy?
Tsukishima POV
Why did I say that? I actually want to spend more time with him. Why can't I just open up to him? The thought of telling him how I actually feel scares me. I never really expressed my feeling so thinking of doing it just so suddenly makes me feel sick.
"Well, maybe I'm too clingy because I want to spend more time with you. You seem to be pushing me away what do you expect me to do." "Tadashi I don't have time for this right now" I claim.
"Oh, so I'm in the wrong for wanting to spend more time? Wow, such a bad person I am" my boyfriend says. "Tadashi I don't care. Please leave me alone I have better things to do" I say harshly. I didn't want to say that but it's like I was forced to.
"You know I try and try to communicate better with you. You just never understand how I feel huh? You never take time and look to see the things that you've done hurtful to me?" Of course, I do it's just I can't find the courage to tell him.
I sit there with no reaction.
Yamaguchi POV
It's like he's not even listening to me. He sits there staring not saying a word. The only thing he does end up saying is "it's not that serious." For me it is serious but it's like he doesn't care or understand.
We go back and forth arguing. Hurtful words and sayings echoing around us. Why won't he react though? It's still like he doesn't care.
"Since it's not that serious 𝙄'𝙡𝙡 𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙬𝙚'𝙧𝙚 𝙙𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜"
Why did I say that? I didn't truly mean it I wanted a reaction. Still, it's hurtful to him since I know his parents are homophobic. Guilt builds in my throat because I know what I said was wrong.
Tsukishima POV
"𝙄'𝙡𝙡 𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙬𝙚'𝙧𝙚 𝙙𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜"
The few words linger in my head. He knows my parents are homophobic. I sit there tears forming in my eyes. I can't believe he would do something like that.
During our argument, I tried to act like I didn't care. But what he just said broke me. I froze. I didn't know what to do. It's like I wasn't in control of my body. I sit there with tears now streaming down my face being mortified that he might tell my parents.
"Wait, no, I-, I'm sorry I didn't mean it!" I hear him say. Even if he did or not it still hurt me. I run away from him. I can't just sit there after he said that.
Word count: 1547
I hope you guys enjoyed part one even tho it's really bad. I'm making it 2 parts since I don't know how you guys want it to turn out. Tell me if you want it to get sadder or happier or I could try to do both so your choice. Also sorry this took me a while to write.
