Longing.....................

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Its' been 1 year since i met arthit and tried alot to contact him i searched him everywhere, but i cudnt find him anywhere like he never existed..

Sarah also became quite she never asks me like other kids or cries for something if i say no she wil simply nods her head and get back with her nanny,which i appointed after arthit left..

I dont know whats going on, i feel so empty i feel like i jus lost light in my life in my house after my sun left..
I feel so empty i tried with few people dating but i cant i jus left from there i dont want anyone except my sun..

At office, Hi!!!! Can i meet with kongpob.. Do you have any appointment  sir? No i dont have but tell him that Sun came to meet his Moon..

When she called kong, morning sir , a person came to meet you sir, does he have any appointment,No, sir he dont have but he tells that Sun came to his moon..

With that, kong dropped the phone and ran to reception , hello sir you there hello sir..
The person asked secretary to cut the phone he wil be here..

Im busy checking papers and got a call telling that sun came to meet his moon..
Only my love, my arthit knows this, is he the one really  came to meet me,my breath is not normal, i dont know i cant wait for the lift to open im jus running on the staircase i dont know even if i tripped fall also i wil run to see, if its really my sun..

As i reached the reception i saw a man, laughingly talking to my secretary and she is blushing, here im sweating how can my arthit talks to her in casual, how dare is the secretary is blushing, wait what am i feeling jealous now..
After leaving me and how come suddenly he came here i tried to search everywhere but nowhere i found him, why now, he is looking so beautiful but very thin than the last time and i see the cap he is wearing , which i gave him i bought that for him when i went to paris..

I slowly went him and called Arthit, he turned to me and smiled, hey, how are you kong...... i cant stop my tears coming from my eyes, i asked him is it really you that came to me, while trying im to touch him but he hold my hand and dragged towards him and hugged me very tightly and calming me as im sobbing very loudly, everyone in the office were shocked for seeing me like this , im very cold and doesnt allow anyone near me..

Arthit brought kong to his office room Arthit please dont leave me please i cant live, sarah is not any kid more she lost all cheerfulness and im scared i cant make her happy she wont smile she simply says ok for everything, please dont leave me, dont leave us...
We miss you, you are my light,my sun,
my everything i was so empty without you.. kong, told everything in one breath but arthit suprised him by kissing him with that kong forget everything and busy ravishing arthit and both heavily breathing..

Kong, listen to me now ok and dont get angry and jus listen please and calm yourself and then lets go pick up our daughter, now shall i start, are you ready to listen to me...

Before that, promise me that you are not going to leave us again then only I wil listen to anything, arthit said yes, i wont leave you again because even i cant stay without you.
Then why did you leave us..

Please listen and dont interrupt me you can ask me anything once im done, till then jus listen and i am ready for whatever your punishment is for leaving you both...

I was diagnosed with cancer and i was hospitalized for having chemo and i was in abroad till now taking proper treatment and doctor told me that im very weak so i may not be alive more than a year, so i asked him we wil go with treatment and want to try for my life my moon who wil be dead if i died so i want to live and we both wil try for it..
Then all this 1 year treatment started and yes there were so many times my doctor said to stop treating because he was unable to see my pain my torture my longing my aloness,but i still want to continue for sarah for you for me for us, and now im completely fine and my doctor gave me go signal and here i am.. Im sorry i know what you feel, you may think you can help me and stand by me watching me in pain and crying , no i never allow you to cry for that you are my strength thats why im standing before you, i went missing coz if even im dead you wil still think that im alive and try few more dates may be later one wil workout and wil be happy with that one.. kong was suprised, by seeing his expression he said yes, i know all about you the dates what you are doing im arthit,you are only sun how come sun doesnt know what moon do...
But how, i have my own spy guard, my guardian angel our beautiful princess sarah..

Kong now shocked how are you with contact with sarah and not me because i promised sarah, she knows my condition and that is the reason she forgot to smile and this is the reason she started smiling and very happy and asking me take out from 1 week as you told her you wil be back.

Are you fine with me now or are you mad at me, no , im not mad at you because i cudnt take care if you properly and spent more in office, im at fault not you..

From now on, i wil take care of you with all my life and promise me you wil never hide anything from me..
I wil also contact your doctor so i wil know about your treatment and we can have check up here...

Suddenly when kong was about to open the door arthit called him, when he turned back saw arrhit kneeling holding a ring, my moon 
"will u marry me" i wil promise i wont leave whatever difficult path comes and leave your hand..
Kong with teary eyes said yes, my sun i will marry you , both exchanged rings.....

Later, they picked sarah who was laughing happily and enjoying arthit warm hug... kong was sulking at sarah, dad dont be sulking im sorry i promised mommy that will be our secret..
For that kong but next time you both should share secret to me, dad it wont be a secret if u know, you know the meaning of secrer right, saying rolling her eyes..
Both laughed for their kid antics and started to go to their home..
This time kong promised himself he wil be better version for arthit and also arthit also thought same that he wil give his best to support kong and his kid..

The End..

Thank you so much for reading.....