I'M SORRY

Chapter one:Mark picture

Mark P.O.V

Things haven't been easy this last days. So much has happened, and I don't want it to happen again. This is my new opportunity to start over. But I don't know if it will go well. Let's hope so.

The ride to school was silent. I was fidgeting nervously with my finger, my face down. My aunt looked at me for a brief moment before returning her gaze back to the road.

''you're nervous?'' she asked.

''Yes a bit.''

''Don't be everything will be ok.''

well thank for the advice. That's what they always say.

Again there was silence. I looked through the window, watching the houses and building pass by until we finally came up to a stop.

''we're here'' she said

I looked to my left to see a large yard in front of a huge building, which was my new school. There were a lot of people walking around, much more what I expected. I could hear their chatting and laugh from here.

I sighed and unblock my seatbelt but I just sat there. I didn't want to go out.

''What the matter? ''she asked

''...I'm scared''

''it's okay to feel scared on your first day of school''

''yes but I'm the only one new here''

''look don't mind them. just walk out there and act like a cool boy, don't be afraid to talk to people, and soon you'll gets a lot of friend''

'' I try to''

I stayed there for a while more until I finally gained some confidence and opened the car door.

''do you want my accompany you there''

and have people stare at me and thinking i still go with my mommy like some little kid...''no thanks aunt I can go by myself''

''right, so take care I pick you up by 5:30''she said

''ok, see you later''

I closed the door and started walking towards the big building while my aunt drove off...my heart was pounding rapidly but I breathed in and out, trying to calm myself down.

Looking at my surroundings, there were people of all looks. some of them walked directly through the school's double door, while other stood out here, or sat down at the grass, talking and laughing to each other.

People seemed quite nice, at least until now. As kept walking and looking around, until my eye caught sight of a pretty girl talking to another one. she was tall, she had blonde hair, pink lips, she wore a pair of earrings, a blue tank top and shorts. She laughed at something that her friend said, showing a nice smile full white teeth. She was really attractive.

I continued on walking and looking around. maybe I would like being here.

To the right of the double door, there was a group of five people talking. One of theme a guy who was leaning againts the wall, and looking at his side while his friend talked.

And boy, was he freaking handsome, his dark hair was a bit messy, but he looked really good all the way.

Some girl was clinging to his right arm. I suppose that's his girlfriend, what a shame..well it's not like he would be attracted to me if he was single, anyway he must be the typical straight jock...who obviously like and hang-out with girls.