It didn't happen. She said she would get me out of this school but she didn't. Everyday I have to live with this...this shame. I can't forget. It consumes my life. It's litterally all I EVER think about.
First my best friend ever did it. She did the thing that changed my life forever. All I can think was "What's wrong with her?".
Then I moved. I got away from it. I never had to think about it unless I wanted to. And I didn't. So I almost forgot. Almost.
That's when she did it. The girl who bullied me at my new school did it too. Just when it seemed like we could be friends she went and cursed me with this. As if it wasn't bad enough the first time!
But I noticed something different right away. As if two was the magic number, it wasn't like the last time. This time it was "What's wrong with me?"
I'll never admit it. I will keep it inside until I implode. I refuse to pass this on. If this is what it takes then I'm willing. I don't want anyone else to ever have to suffer from this.
But I'm stuck here. I never switched schools like I was supposed too. Now I have to see her face every day. A constant reminder of what she's done to me. A reminder of what a monster I am.
