No Love :The Sequel (Completed)

Chapter Twelve-Hurting

After That I Had With August I Realized That We Was Really Over

And A Part Of Me Doesn't Want It To Be Over…

How Can He Just Forget About Us Like That…How Can He Really Just Give Up On Us Like That

Was It That Easy To Move On Without Me And Just Say Fuck Us

I Know We Wasnt Perfect And I Know We Been Through It But Wasnt We Worth It

Wait! 

What Am I Doing What Am I Sayin I Should Be Happy That He's Happy

You Suppose To Be Moving Jordyn Stop Backtracking Jordyn…Get Over It Jordyn He's Obviously Over You…If He Really Wanted You Than He Would Come And Get You Like A Real Is Supposed To

Stay Focused Jordyn You Just Sign A 70 Thousand Dollar Contract With Ciroc…Dont Get In Ya Feelings Again…He Put You Through Enough Shit Just Let Em Go Already  !

Just Tell Me How…How Am I Supposed To Get Over The One Whom I Supposed To Be With Forever

Never Met A Nigga Like Him…Never Will…He Was All I Ever Wanted

And Now He's Somewhere Happy With Another

So Now What Am I Supposed To Do

Im Hurt…Im So Hurt

As Im Looking In The Mirror I Closed My Eyes Just For A Moment And I All I See Is Him

Feeling Like Im Losing My Mind And My Heart Is Literally Breaking

And All I Can Feel Is Pain

Remembering All The Times He Told Me "I Love Ya"

All The Times We Argued

All The Times He Made Laughed

All The Times We Made Love

Now I Gotta Sit And Think About August Doing All That With Her

While I Sit Here And Cry Ova What We Had

I Know Im Not Perfect And I Know I Have My Flaws,Sometimes Im Bitch,And I Be Doin The Most

But Always Showed Him That I Loved Him…And I Made Sure That He Knew That I Cared About Him

Did I Deserve This? 

I Had Been Smiling…Fake Smiling And Laughing On The Outside But Inside I Been Slowly Breaking Down

It Was New Years Eve And As Much The Year Is Over

And As Much As I Want To Stay At Home Feeling Sorry For Myself

My Homegirl Erica Insisted That We Go Out Tonight

And Im Really Not Feeling Up For It

I Dont Wanna Be Around People

But Erica Promised Me I'll Have Fun Tonight

So I Showered Throw On A White Crop Top With A Matching Skirt....I Curled My Hair Up Did My Make Up And Red Bottoms Of Course

I Was So Happy That This Year Was Is Finally Over With

Erica Picked Me Up And We Headed To One Of The Biggest White Party Of The Year

We Walked In Everybody Was Dressed In White

The Music Was Loud And All Eyes On Me Of Course That Hard Work I Puttin In At The Gym Was Showing Off

"Is So Many Cutie I Can Take Home And Get New Year Dick From In Here" Erica Said