The next day was pretty relaxed, there was no challenge or recoupling but everyone seemed pretty tense from lastnight. Conner and i pretty much stayed to ourselves the entire day and just watched everyone.
"Leanne and shaughna don't seem to be backing down" conner says as we lay on the day bed, paige and ollie on the one next to us
"Good on them though" i say
"Yeah if they still like the boys then they just need to continue to get to know them and then just see where it goes" paige says and we all nod in agreement
The rest of the day everyone just chatted and from the looks of it both mike and callum seemed to be leaning towards their original partners which is a bit shit for the twins but their hot they'll find someone else
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The next morning i woke up and went upstairs to get ready. I decided to wear a simple white bikini but it was a little chilly out so i threw on a cropped white sweatshirt over it that cinched at the bottom. I grabbed one of the boys hats and some sunnies and headed outside
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"Morning" shaughna says as i fill up my water bottle
"Morning shaughn, how are you?" I ask as i pull myself up onto the counter while she makes herself tea
"I mean obviously it wasn't nice having callum taken from me but he's made it clear he still wants to get to know me so that's fine" shaughna says and i nod
"Have you and leanne talked since the other night?" She asks and i shake my head
"No, i don't really know what it was about like soph and i talked before the recoupling and i told her like this won't stop her from getting to know conner and she said like yeah it's all good you gotta do what you gotta do" i say
"Yeah she was sayin that to us to, i mean obviously she would have preferred you not liking conner but if you have a connection you have a connection and no one can really tell you how to pursue that" shaughna says and i smile and nod glad she was on my side
"Morning" i say as i sit down beside conner on the day beds
"Is ollie okay?" Conner asks
"Yeah why? I mean i haven't seen him today" i say and conner nods
"He just seems to not be enjoying it as much as everyone else" conner says clearly worried
"He might just be taking more time to warm up to everyone" i say running my hands through conners hair
"Yeah maybe" he replies
Conner and i ended up falling asleep on the day beds but were rudely awoken by ollie and paige making us all go to the fire pit
I drowsily go to the fire pit with everyone else and sit with conner impatiently
"Um so, I've been thinking a lot and obviously I've already told the most important person here and that's paige, but um... yeah getting to know her has just made me realize i still have feelings for someone else on the outside. And i feel like if i stayed here i wouldn't be being honest with myself and my heart. And i- it sucks but yeah I'm... I'm gonna have to leave" ollie says and i feel a single tear roll down my face And i quickly pull my sunglasses down off my head to cover my eyes
