The Ex-Boyfriend

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You see I don't have many friends except for three really loyal girlfriends.
I have also only ever had one long lasting boyfriend in my life which was the one that I had just ended with this week!!!
He ended up being a waste of space, an annoying villain which I could not get rid of. He really messed with my head and made my self-esteem go down. He was a big menace in my life.

My now Ex boyfriend got ruined by both my brothers.
Nathan and Makail had found out that he was cheating on me... from behind my back when we were together. He had a floosie on the side while he ravished me in plain site with this hidden lie on his mind the whole time.
He had made me look like a week, pathetic, quiet and a self conscious person who was scared of his touch all the time. He would make me feel this way constantly... Even When he laid with me in bed, on the ground, in the closet or in the back of an ally way he would do the same things all the time and be very abusive.
Both my ex (the predator) and me being winding up being the victim of this screwed up relationship never showed our emotions... they were not made to be seen to anyone in public. Those emotions were always suppose to be kept secret from the world.

My brothers had made sure that his other affair ended in disarray.

Once the other girl found out about me... she took off like a racing horse leaving behind her jocky to the ground covered in dirt. She was very thankful that she ended it there.
She didn't want to end up like me. She was definitely a women who was also scorned at the same time because he had played us both.
      When she broke it off with him, she had stolen his favorite leather boots, leather black motorcycle jacket and black ruffled up jean pants and burned them outside. She had done it out side of his house in a garbage bin with his own lighter he had used for smokes. She then threw the lighter in a bag and tossed it to the junk yard.

I was glad that I had my brothers around who protected me from other unnecessary things.
I don't even know why I still stayed with my ex before my brothers ended his relationship with me.
My ex boyfriends name was Claud Jenkins. We had been together since the ending of Highschool. When we were going out together it was sweet, fun, exciting and he always left me wanting more of him. A few years later into our relationship he started getting violent with me and was physical with me. He would end up leaving bruises on my body that could be covered up with pieces of clothing.
He would then keep on apologizing to me and he would do sweeter things with me to keep me around. I knew deep down in my heart what he was doing to me, but I came back to him every time.

I am glad that I am now released from his grasp... his clutches, his forceful strength!!! It will be a long time before I trust any guy again who wants to be in a relationship with me down the road.

Or so I might assume that I would.
I would like to learn to trust and love someone for myself again, but I will have to wait and see...

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