Fadded Memories

Dreaming!!!

After looking around the room and had finally placed my clothes and other things away... I crashed on the bed for a two hour cat nap.
As I started to drift away to sleep, I had set an alarm time on my watch so I would not over sleep.
When I closed my eyes my body felt relaxed and light as a feather, but at the same time... I had felt it sink into the soft, silky and fresh smelling bed covers.
As I slept... At first my mind was blank... filled with nothing, but tiredness. I then slowly became part of a dream.

" Louise!!!! Louise!!!... Louise..." someone had said, in a sad, deep loud and shaky voice.

It was me... He was calling to me! I could hear this person's voice soooo clearly. It rang out to my ears and everything else was silent around me.
Although I do not know who he is or what he looks like.
My eyes were covered in a black shadow, a black haze sheltering me from his gaze. However I could tell it was a guy by his voice and the way he had spoken.
I was in this man's embrace. Both his hands are holding part of my body up. He had both of them wrapped around my arms and held my body tightly to his legs and his chest.
It felt like I was lying on a cold hard surface aside from this man who is still holding onto me. I was lying on a dirt covered ground. I could feel it with my hands as they lay there on the solid, cold and sanddy surface.
My body felt still. I tried to move it, but something kept me from doing that. I tried really hard, but I could not move it... I... I... I could not move my body!!!

I said to myself while I am dreaming,
"WHY?...WHY Can't I move my body!!!??"
I felt tears dropping down on my face. The tears are like ice when it melts down on your hand and runs down your wrist and arm!... unless you clean it up before then.

His voice kept replaying over and over again, He kept calling out my name in a crying yet passionate voice,
"Louise!!!Louise!!!...Louise!... Don't go... Don't leave me behind....."
He added a little more words after repeating my name in a yet still sad, angry, pleading and loud tone.

He then said, with his hands now shaking and his arms still around my body.
" WHY?.....Why have they forsaken our love sooo much?!!!
THEY will pay..............THEY WILL ALL PAY!!!
Mark my words, I will make it happen."

I did not know what he ment, but just before I felt my life fading in my dream... I could feel my body soaked with something wet. It looked like red, oozing and cold blood. I could kinda see it with my dull eyes. I could not feel it, but my body felt really cold.
No wonder I was still (limp, numb) and could not move my body.

I asked myself Why?... Why was I like this in my dream? It made me wonder.
Who is the man holding onto me? What does this poor man mean by love? And what does he mean by THEY Will Pay?

As I was thinking this in my head everything was fading and then the whole scene went black. There is nothing left to see and my watch had gone off. The time for my nap is up. I am finally awake and now stuck with unanswered questions. This has been my 10th time dreaming about that specific scene and still no bloody answers!

I then finally got off the bed and stretched out my arms, my back and then my legs. I went towards the closet in my room and took out a sweater to go with my denim blue pants with flowers on it and a floral tank top to go with the pants.

It was time to go do more exploring on the Cruise Ship with my brothers!!!