I looked at Jamie who has been standing in the doorway for a bit now he takes the bags from me, goes in and closes the door "austin we really need to talk and I'm so scared you are going to leave me when I finish this" "baby I will nev..." "shush don't make promises you don't know you can keep after I say this now I been sick all morning for the past almost three weeks but I was fine later and today when I was puking Jamie asked what if I'm pregnant" "baby I'm not gonna leave you i know what you're saying we haven't had sex it's vic's baby you told him before me right" I chewed my lip nervously "uh no Jamie knew first he came with me to buy the tests and then I told you I'm on my way to tell vic I don't want to ruin our night together all of my best friends" "Okay you should tell him. he'll be okay" I walked on to the bus "vic?" "Yeah what's up you okay" I started crying scared for our friendship that we were trying hard to mend "vic um.. can we talk outside please?" "Yeah of course" we walked out of the bus "vic I'm pregnant" "why are you telling me I don't need to know about you and Austin's life I actually don't want to know" "vic I haven't had sex with Austin its yours the last time I had sex before that was when the stuff happened" I fell to My knees not able to support my weight"vic please say something please I don't want to loose you" "I don't know what to say I'm just shocked how's austin taking it how are you holding up when did you find out" "austin took it well he said its not my fault and I'm good and actually only about an hour ago" I struggled to answer all his questions