"of course I love you very much" I looked in his eyes and saw nothing no love no anything. ever since I started dating him I questioned how he felt about me I never saw it in his eyes just blank expressions that hid his emotions I could see that he was lying how had I not noticed before I guess I was so sure he was in love with me I didn't pay much attention. "Austin are you lying to me I heard something yesterday when I walked past the bus" "Oh God babe what did you hear you probably misunderstood something" "no I heard it clearly" I thought for a moment then remembered what vic said he had heard"you were talking. me and vic walked by and we both heard it you said You don't love me but you didn't want to loose me as a friend I heard you and Alan talking and you said you didn't want to lead me on" "babe I'm sorry I just didn't want to hurt you I'm so sorry" I started crying hard he looked broken looking at me "What did I do vic cheats on me and you never loved me fuck I don't want this anymore" I turned and ran Austin running chasing me I pull out my phone still running put it on shuffle and shove my headphones in I find the path and Sprint to the tree house Austin was a ways behind me so hopefully he didn't see me turn into the woods my phone rings and I look at the caller Id it's vic him and Austin are the last people I want to talk to right now I throw my phone at the wall and it breaks why did I do that now I don't have music great I heard leaves breaking and then the hatch opens and I tense vic climbs up and then Tony Mike and Jamie. Mike and Jamie have bags of stuff they all sat down on the floor nobody talking or making any noises then mlike and Jamie dump the bag on the floor candy and snacks and drinks and movies me and vic built this fort like a house since we stayed here a lot when things got rough with my parents before my mom died and vic started touring I started crying remembering two Terrible nights me and vic had after something horrible happened
