On July 23rd I found myself, Alyssa Canny even lonelier than i was. I decided to make a friend, No not the ones at the schools, or in this case preschool. I was only 4 I had no one bye my side. I was very smart for my age, so I had finally decided to get an imaginary friend. I imagined her with long flowing hair, the color of tapioca pudding. Her eyes were like pools of sparkly blue water. her skin as light as mine. over time i noticed she was developing an audited. She wanted me to imagine her every thing she wanted. We started to separate. She left when I was 9. I started being that lonely girl again. I sat while people played with there friends........ there real ones. I talked to my family, only maybe 9 times a month. Without my imaginary friend I was lonely. I wanted her back ! I had decided to get her back. The only way i thought that was possible is to imagine her again. My imaginations were not coming out as planned. "Blond hair blue eyes skin like mine !" Out popped an imagination. "No,no,no blond not brown!" It Went on "blond not black, blue not green, light skin not dark" I realized it wasn't going to happen my way. I went on for another year thinking about "her". On January I remembered ill call her name. "Ellymay! Ellymaaay!" There was no respond. 12 Years old in my room alone no one there but me, or what thought. I felt that presents of something there. So i did what anyone dose "Who is there?" A creek from my closet door. I looked in only to see ellymay. I looked into her devilish eye. She spoke to me in the language i imagined her to speak in. "Im, der bereit ist, anzugreifen" I'm ready to attack. we have been planning this for years. To attack the world. I was not mad at anyone so I didn't want to attack. "Im, der nicht bereit ist, anzugreifen" I'm not ready to attack. The look in Ellymay's eyes was frightening. Soddenly I herd whispers all around me, Looking around in fright. I passed out on the floor. Ellymay is taking over. I marked on the wall our plans, blood fell to the floor from cutting myself when there was no more space on the walls. My bed began to get wetter and wetter as the tears rolled from off my cheek. Face red from ellymay's strong slaps. "Stop handeln davon, das ist was du wolltest" stop acting like this, this is what you wanted. I looked around this is what i wanted. I began to crawl instead of walk. I was more dirty than clean, My eyes were more red than brown. My hair was more black than brown. My nails were bitten to the nub. Bloody scratches on my face. It was time for my break, Ellymay lets my play with my toys every once in a while. Playing with whatever wasn't bloody, My parents walked into my room for the first time. "Oh Dear !" My mom yells. My dad comes closer, "STOP" I yell room shaking, Wood chattering. "Baby girl whats wrong why are you like this?" I Turn to look at ellymay. "Ich kann ihnen sagen, über Ihre Existenz?" I see Ellymay nod. "mom, dad my imaginary friend is back she has trained me and now i'am perfect." I smile with my rotten teeth. "Oh baby girl you have lost your mind you are not perfect, and there are no such thing as an imaginary friend." My eye twitches, I cock my head to the side. The words echo in my head there are no such thing as imaginary friends. My smile drops. I look straight into my parents eyes, "GET OUT OF HERE!" My mother comes even closer to tap my arm. Ellymay rushes in front of my mom. Ellymays face slowly appears she roars then her face is gone. "You have made ellymay mad, Do you know where she shows her anger........ huh do ya?" I say to both my parents. I jump up onto my feet. "ON ME YOU DIMWITS!!!! OUT NOW!" My mom walks out the door crying with my dad by her side."Ich bin bereit, bestraft zu werden" im ready for my punishment. Ellymay pulls out her whip and strikes my on my shoulder. Blood come down, leaking through the wooden floor. A drop falls on my moms four-head. "My baby!" My mom runs up the stairs and opens the door, to see a whip in mid air hitting me. Tears come from my eyes, turning my head looking at my mom. I catch the whip blood falls from my hand. "MOM HAVEN'T YOU CAUSED ENOUGH DAMAGE SHES DOING THIS BECAUSE OF YOU!" My yell pushes her out the door, " Sie können weitergehen".You may proceed. After the whiping was over I went back to work. I never slept, finnaly the plan is complete !
