Evanna ~ Mine

Chapter 4

Eva's POV:

"Surprise!" 

"Guys, Oh my god, thanks," I said trying to lighten up after what had just happened. 

"Don't thanks us, this was all Anna", Emma said, pointing at Anna. I looked over at her, as she gave everyone a fake smile. Her eyes suddenly met mine, but she immediately looked down at her shoes. I felt horrible. I wanted her, I wanted to kiss her, I had wished to kiss her, but why did I say that? Why did I say that? 

"Thanks Anna" I said still staring at her. 

"Yeah, welcome home. I'm not really in the mood though. I think I'll go to my room". I walked up the stairs slowly. Everyone just stood there staring at me, not knowing what had happened. "What's up with her?" Sab asked. 

"She's just not feeling it. She was down from the airport too. Just leave her alone" I said. 

"Let's party then!" Christian yelled.

Anna's POV:

I slowly went to my room, and closed my door. I completely broke down. I couldn't help it. I felt like a fool. I always thought Eva felt the same, but I guess she doesn't. I always hoped she felt the same at least. I've never felt this way about someone, ever. I had fallen for Eva months ago. I thought I had moved on, but after the past week, I hadn't. 

I couldn't help the tears from my eyes. I cried, and cried. My eyes started hurting, but I couldn't stop crying. I laid changed, and laid on my bed still crying. I couldn't help it, I was hurt. I turned my L.E.D lights red, and turned of my music. Although I enjoyed music, I wasn't in the right mind. 

Eva's POV:

The whole party was organized very well. We were all playing truth or dare as we sat on the living room floor. I could also see many bottles of alcohol inside a bag for later. Although everyone was having fun, all I could think about Anna. It had just been fifteen minutes, but I wondered if she was okay.

 I remember her telling me about how she had fallen for a friend of hers a few weeks ago, I never thought it was me. I thought hard about every time we had interacted. I noticed all of the hints she had given me. She was the only one who ever texted me 'goodmorning' and 'goodnight', not even Connor did that. Everyday, she would tell me I was looking pretty, or cute even when I didn't feel like it. 

"Eva?" Dev snapped her fingers in front of my face. 

"Yes?"

"Where did you go? It's your turn" she chuckled.

"Oh, I don't really feel like playing".

"Come on, Truth or Dare?" Emma asked.

"Truth" I sighed out.

"What is up with you and Anna today, did something happen?" Karina asked. 

"No. We're both just tired I guess"

They all stared at me, as if they knew I was lying. "You know, I'll just go to bed early" I rolled my eyes, and headed upstairs. I went to my room, and tried to sleep. I moved from one position, to another, until I knew, that I couldn't fall asleep after what I had done today.

A lot had happened today. I thought to myself. I had returned home. Anna kissed me. Everyone thinks I am sad. I probably made Anna sad.

I felt evil. How was I supposed to sleep. I led Anna on every time, I flirted with her every time, I asked for cuddles, I asked for hugs. Has she always felt like this when I hugged her? These thoughts kept haunting me, until I decided to go get water.

As I walked passed Anna's room I froze. I stood there frozen, hoping to hear something, or for her to come out. Why would she? 

I went a little closer, to hear better, but the music below was too loud. I put my ear against the door, hoping to hear through it. I heard her. I heard her, but I hated it. She was crying. I had made her cry. I felt like shit. I put my hand on the door knob, but I hesitated. 

What if I hurt her more. What if things become worse. What if our friendship ends. 

Anna's POV:

"Anna!" I heard the door creak. I quickly turned away from the door and hid my face in my blanket. "Anna, I'm sorry, please, don't cry". This made my tears go down even faster. I didn't say anything. 

"Boon, please" 

I didn't say anything. I didn't want her to hear me cry. I shoved my face in my pillow. I felt her walk closer to me. She laid behind me, on my bed. I felt her hand slowly make its way around my waist. She pulled herself closer to me. I didn't know what was happening, but I felt butterflies. I felt her breathe on the back of my neck. She slowly, rested her chin on my shoulder. 

"Sorry" 

------------------------------------------------------------

A/N = To chapters today. I know. But I don't know, if you guys want the story to go in some way please give me ideas, I'm struggling.