Chapter 5

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Eva's POV:

I wake up to an empty bed. I was disappointed, but not surprised. I did hurt her, and although I tried to mend it, I couldn't. The whole day, I didn't see Anna. I wanted to. But I didn't. I called her multiple times, but her phone was not available. I checked her socials, and she hadn't posted anything. 

At 1:00 AM in the morning, I heard a car outside our door. I checked from my window, and it was Anna. I hadn't been able to sleep again, so I watched Anna walk into the house in a hoodie and sweats. I wanted to go to her, and tell her that I did feel the same about her, but I couldn't.

For two weeks, everyday was the same. I didn't see Anna the whole day, and she would come home late at night. Throughout the week, I probably had slept for 6 hours.

Today is gonna be different. Today I'm gonna tell her. I will tell her everything. I'll be honest. I'll kiss her, and I'll hug her tight and never let go. We will finally be together, something I 've wanted for longer than I know. 

As always, I heard a car. I looked out the window to see Anna in a hoodie and sweats. I check the time and it reads, 3:20. "Okay, you got this" I mutter to myself. I go to my bathroom and look at myself. I run my hands through my hair and fix it. I put on some lotion, and Chapstick. I also put on my deodorant. I slowly get out and knock at Anna's door.

I hear no response. 

She's probably really tired. I think to myself. I slowly open the door to see anna wearing headphones on the bed. Anna notices me coming in. I look around the room and see boxes here and there. They are labeled, "MOVING". I look up at Anna confused. "Eva" she says loud enough for me to hear.

"I really have to talk to you about something, but what is going on her" I say, a little annoyed.

"Eva, I was going to tell you but-" 

Anna's POV:

"But what? You couldn't, cause you kissed me? I came here to apologize, and tell you that I like the kiss, I wanted you to kiss me, I want to be able to kiss you anytime I want."

My heart jumped. Finally. I stood up. I was gonna talk but I waited for her to continue

"I want to be with you, and I am here to tell you that no, I am not straight. I want to you. I want you more than I ever wanted anyone before. I hate to hurt you. Maybe I pulled away because you and I were good friends and I didn't want to ruin it, but I don't care anymore. Life is short, and I want to spend it with you. I have hurt you more than anyone, I know, but I-"

"Anna?"

Shit.

Eva turned her head to see Katie in a bath robe. Eva stormed of the room. "Katie, I'm sorry. I'll be right back." I ran after Eva. She slammed the door loud. Fuck, if she woke up anyone, this would be worse. I quickly try and open the door, but she already locked it. I grab the knob and start twisting it. It wouldn't open.

"Eva. It's not what it looks like." I heard her cry through the door. It killed me to know that I made her cry. I felt my eyes water up. "Eva, I want you too. Just please open the door". She didn't respond. I punched the door with my hand gently. "Eva, y-you mean s-so much to me," I started crying, "I know I sho-shouldn't have b-but kissing you was the best thing I've d-done ever. I w-want to e-explain just how m-much you mean to me, jus-just open the g-goddamn door" I say a little louder. 

Click 

I open the door slowly and see Eva on the floor with her back against the wall. Her knees where standing up and she had wrapped her arms around them. Her face was red, and I could see the tears fall from her eyes. She didn't bother to wipe them.

I sit down, next to her. I rest my neck on a shoulder, and we stay like this for the rest of the night. 

"Why do you have boxes?" Eva asks softly.

"I'm going to Michigan for a month" I say matching her tone.

We both stay quite for a while. 

"What should we do?"

"I don't know. We kissed once and we both ended up being hurt. Maybe, we are just too toxic for one another. I would say we should be friends, but I don't trust myself. You should take a break in Michigan, and then maybe we can be friends after we both have moved on."

My heart shattered. I turned my heard away from her, and bit my lip, trying not to cry. "Yeah, I agree" I say. 

"Anna" she says.

"Hmm?"

"Look at me"

I slowly turn my head. I look at her. I stare at her eyes. She was staring right at me, not even trying to fight it. She then takes her hand and cups my cheeks. She pulls me closer until our lips meet. She kissed me slowly, with passion, not lust. It was better than last time, because she was kissing me. Her lips tasted of grapes. She then slowly pulled away. "I wanted to do that, for the last time".

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A/N = And that is the end of my story. 


Jk, I have a lot in store for you guys. 

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