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Analogical Angst

      WARNING
MENTION OF SUICIDE AND CHARACTER          DEATH
      YOU'VE BEEN WARNED

As the Anxious trait walked down the corridor in the mind palace, he couldn't help but hear talking. He decided to listen. He was curious. He was, scared of what he would hear. He scoffed. Of course he was scared. He is anxiety after all.

"What do you mean we can't tell him..?" He heard someone say.

"It'd break his heart. He's already broken enough as it is. Let's not make it worse for him." He heard his boyfriend say in a calm and cool tone.

Who is he talking to? What are they talking about..? Is Logan cheating on him? If so, then with who..? It can't be my enemy. Right? Logan wouldn't do that to him. Right..?

Then he heard the one thing that made him realize how stupid he was to think Logan loved him.

"I promise Jan. I love you, so, so much." Then he saw Logan kiss Janus' lips.

He couldn't help the tears that fell down his cheeks. He ran to his bedroom and shut and locked the door. He slid down the door and sobbed. He couldn't stop questioning what he did to make Logan stop loving him. Then he saw the knife on his bedside table...

He took the knife to his wrist and made a cut. It felt so good that he continued until he only had one spot on his forearm where there wasn't a cut. Right over his vein....

He didn't care anymore. He watched as the clock struct and started to chime, signalling that it was midnight. He decided that if Logan didn't love him, then there was no point in living. He took the blade to his wrist... And cut...

Logan and janus had heard the pounding sounds of feet running down the hallway. They knew virgil had either seen them, or he heard them talking. Either way, they needed to explain it to Virgil.

When they got to the bedroom, they saw virgil laying on the ground, blood seeping out of his wrist. Logan dropped to his knees and cried for the loss of his lover.

Janus could tell he wasn't dead. His chest was still moving up, down, up, up, up, down.

"Logan. Let's get him to the hospital. He's still alive. He's barely breathing though." Janus said in a slightly rushed tone.

"W-wait... Really..? He's still alive..?!" Logan asked hurriedly

"Yes,  come on. Let's get him healed so we can talk to him about. Us..." Janus said in a snarky tone.

After they got him to the hospital

"Where am I at?!?!" Virgil shouted loudly.

" You're at the hospital dear." Logan said softly hoping that Virgil wouldn't hate him.

Virgil wanted to die even more. He hated Logan and Janus with a burning passion. He just wanted to yell at Logan and tell him to get out of his life.

He wished janus would just, well, die. He ruined everything for Virgil. He made his whole life a living hell. He just wanted to kill himself...

A few weeks after that incident, Virgil attempted again and succeeded.