03|Feelings?

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      Billie had been back in Los Angeles for two weeks now

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      Billie had been back in Los Angeles for two weeks now. It was now summer, which meant she was busier than usual with all the festivals. She was more stressed than usual, and look for any type of release. Yeah, she had her boyfriend of a year, but he wasn't doing it for her, and she knew why.

Billie had cut off all connections with the older woman after that eventful night. Finneas had knocked on her door after her wonderful orgasms, shouting her name loudly, which scared the girl. Billie didn't know if Alexander heard, but she didn't stick around to know. Plus, it felt like cheating.

The singer wouldn't admit it, but she got attached to the other girl, and she hated it. She knew nothing about the girl, but her voice and the way she gave Billie so thing she never experienced.

Billie didn't care how desperate she sounds, she needed the other girl.

Her boyfriend just wasn't doing it for her anymore, he just wasn't bringing her to that peak. She felt like she just had him around to fill the void that she needed someone. Was it because he always told her that? But que was all the girl knew, he was okay in bed, and had a good personality sometimes.

"Billie."

Billie nods her head at the man sitting in front of her. This was a part of the reason she knew she had to cut off Alexander.

The man in front of her has always been a major part of her life. They've been together since the girl was sixteen and she loved him. Yes, it was sometimes draining, but she loved him so she dealt with it.

"Good, can you post my music, babe?" He kisses her neck.

Billie tried enjoying it but he was just too sloppy and rough; she hated it.

Closing her eyes, her mind wanders off to that one person. She pictured them doing this, knowing how much Alexander loved to tease. She will have taken her time and made sure Billie was flushed and a panting mess.

"Fuck." Billie groaned moving away. She didn't want to think about the girl.

"What's wrong?"

"I'm just not into it right now, can we maybe go out on a date or some shit?" Billie fixed her shirt before getting off her bed.

"We can't go anywhere in public, you too famous now."

"So you can't plan something private then? You know what forget it Que." Billie rolled her eyes.

"That's renting out and pay the entire spot, that's mad money we can just stay home."

Billie chuckled "Can you leave?"

"Don't call me when you need me." He left out her bedroom, slamming the door.

Billie let out a breath, staring at the spot he was just in. All she wanted was to sometimes be taken care of, since the singer got famous she made sure everyone in her circle was taken care of. Sometimes she wanted to be spoiled and carried out on a date, she wanted to feel appreciated.

"Just saw Que leaving a with steam basically shooting out his ears, you okay?"

8:30pm- Billie: Fuck you, I need you, is that what you wanted to hear? I really need you.

An hour later Billie was sitting on the bed, her notebook in her lap as she scribbled drawing anything that came to mind.

How did she make the girl such a big part of her life?

9:10pm- Billie: Fuck you, Alexander, you're a piece of shit.

Billie huffed locking her phone, she wished she had some other way to contact the girl.

10pm- BigA: That was rude princess.

10:05pm- BigA: You're rude to me while I been busy? A family emergency. Read my notice more often.

Billie's cheeks turned red, she was embarrassed she even acted like that. She didn't know what the other girl was dealing with.

10:09pm- Billie: I'm sorry, I just hate being ignored.

10:19pm- BigA: I realize, you're a brat.

10:20pm- BigA: But don't worry, I love dealing with brats.

Incoming call BigA...

"Hello." Billie answered softly.

"Don't be shy now, you just cursed me out, princess."

Billie apologized immediately.

"Don't apologize, I'm going to punish you for it, I can't right now but I will soon as I can."

"Why not?" Billie pouted.

"I'm currently sleeping in my younger sibling room, it's weird." Alexander laughed.

"Fuck it is." Billie groaned.

"Were you texting me to fuck baby girl?"

"How will that make me sound if I said, Yes?"

"I don't care, I just wished I answered sooner."

Slippery, soaking. Easy O'Connell, she's in her sibling's room.

"Fuck, you're so smooth."

"Thank you, baby,"

"Is it horrible that I want to find out what you will have done, if you answered?" Billie bites her lips staring at the wall.

"It's as horrible as me wanting you to find out, mami."

Fuck Okay, remember she's in her sibling room, Billie. A nut is not that important, calm your tits.

"I just want you to know I hate you. Now I gotta go take a cold shower."

"I'm sorry, princesse."

"Princesse?" Billie questions softly.

"It's princess in French."

"Fuck that's hot, you speak Spanish as well?"

"Yes, I'm fluent in ten languages, but my main ones are Spanish and Tagalog."

"Tagalog?"

Alexander laughed at the confusion in her voice "Yes I'm Filipino baby."

"That's sexy daddy."

Billie could hear Alexander groan on the other side.

"Your trouble."

"I promise I'm the good type, daddy."Billie sighed happily.

"I bet you are, I will love to find out."

"I want you too," Billie whispered.

"This is different for me princess, I normally don't get this invested into my clients, or talk for this long if it's not about sex."

"I'm happy, you're giving me this opportunity to actually speak to you." Billie taps her nails on her thighs.

"I like your vibe, mami."

"Billie."

"What?

"My name it's Billie."

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