I like you, hyung | Jaewoo

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Jungwoo POV

I was more surprised to see him shirtless. He only had a towel around his waist. His back was facing me as he was walking towards his closet. I've seen him shirtless countless of times before but now it's different...it's feels different.

His bare back was everything you can imagine. Not gonna lie it was hot. Stop it Jungwoo.

Ever since he came alone to my house, it was really unexpected. I never really thought of him visiting me without any of the members by his side. Whenever the guys visit me, he would always come along with them.

And on that day, I started feeling weird, I feel different every time I'm around him. My heart would always beat like crazy when I see him or when he hugs me. I mean, we've had a lot of skin ships before but I didn't have any feelings for him before, it was normal but now.

'I don't like him..don't I?' I questioned myself. 'Nah, I don't think so. This feeling will eventually go away, I think...I hope' I pursed my lip with the thought of that.

Even if I do like him, I know that he doesn't and will never like me back. Duh. It's Jung Jaehyun, probably one of the straightest men among NCT. Y'all probably wondering why NCT doesn't have any dating scandals, well let me tell you, most of us are gays and some are straight up men. You heard that right 'most of US' that includes me.

In 127, Johnny-hyung has been dating Ten-hyung for quite a while now. Taeyong-hyung is with Doyoung-hyung. Yuta-hyung is with, surprisingly, WinWin-hyung who gave up at the end and gave his love to Yuta-hyung. I'm not sure about the Dreamies and WayV yet. Key word, YET. The only straight ones I know so far is Taeil-hyung and Jaehyun-hyung.

I've never told the boys about who I really am. Don't think of anything weird, I'm gay not a serial killer or anything.

I've been keeping it as a secret for a very long time, the only people that know about me is my mom and Doyoung hyung. I'm very close to Doyoung-hyung and so I've told him about this and he supports and understands why I haven't told the other members yet. I'm just scared that if they find out, they would leave me.

I sighed heavily. I had a friend once, he was my best friend in high school. His name was Kevin. He was one of the popular boys in school, while I was the opposite. I can't recall anything on how we became friends, it just happened I guess. I had a crush on him and my dumb self confessed to him at a café where we always go to after school everyday. As expected, he rejected me. After that he stopped talking to me, everytime I try to talk to him he would ignore me and walk away like nothing happened. That made me sad. He was my only friend and I ruined everything. I shook my head to get that thought out of my mind.

Jaehyun-hyung probably noticed my frowning face cuz he literally scared the shit out of me to snapped me out of my thoughts. "What the hell, hyung!" I snapped at him. "I'm sorry, I've been talking to you for the past 10 minutes now and I turned around to see you weren't listening to me" he pouted. "cute" I mumbled to myself. "what?" he asked. "I- Oh I- nothing, sorry, what were you saying again" I mentally slapped myself for stuttering.

Jaehyun POV

I got home from my date. Yes I'm dating someone and only few of the members know. After practice, I went straight to pick up Rosé, at YG. We've been dating for a while now. I love her. I met Rosé during my interview with them on inkigayo during their promotion. I asked for her number backstage on our break and she surprisingly gave it to me.

We got to know each other and the next thing you know we're dating. Our managers let us date since we're old enough to handle ourselves. We're trying our best not to get caught by the media and so far nothing has been posted. And I'm glad.

I entered our dorm and greeted the members at the living room. "Hey guys" as soon as I said that, Taeil, Mark, and Yuta looked up from the tv. "Hey Jae, how was your date?" Yuta asked with a teasing tone in his voice. "It was fun, we went ice skating and ate dinner at a private restaurant" I smiled as I recalled the memories I made with Rosé. "Sounds fun, I wish I can relate" Taeil rolled his eyes. We all laughed at Taeil-hyungs remark.

"Where's Jungwoo?" I asked out of curiosity. "He's at your guy's room" Mark replied. I nodded and walked off towards our room.

When I entered, I saw Jungwoo on his bed deep in his thoughts. Not gonna lie, he looks cute right now. He's pouting his lips. Adorable. No weird thoughts, he's like a brother to me. I wonder what he's thinking right now. I shook my thoughts away. I walked towards the bathroom to freshen up.

Minutes later...

I went out of the bathroom with a towel around my waist since I forgot to bring clothes to the bathroom. As soon as I got out, Jungwoo was still in his thoughts, an idea came into my head. I went closer to Jungwoo and called his name. "Woo, Jungwoo-ah, helloooo" I snapped a finger at him. He looked at me and we stared at each other's eyes for it feels like forever. His eyes are beautiful. I could stare in those eyes for forever. I've never been this close to him before, we've hugged and hold hands but that's for the fans. We just never got to be this close. "Oh hyung, you're here" he looked away. I smiled at him.

I stood up from his bed and walked towards the closet. "So Jungwoo, since we have a break for two weeks, I was wondering if you want to play soccer with me? I was also gonna ask the others but I wanted to ask you first." I talked to Jungwoo while picking out comfy clothes to sleep in. Silence.

I turned around to see Jungwoo again with his thoughts. I slowly walked up to him and scare the shit out of him. "Ahhhh!! What the hell hyunggg" he whined. He started hitting me in the arms. "I'm sorry, sorry, I was talking to you for the past 5 minutes and I turned around to see you not listening to me" I pouted. He mumbled something but I couldn't hear it. "what?" I curiously asked him. "I- Oh I- nothing, sorry, what were you saying again?" he said stuttering.

"I said, do you want to play soccer with me and the other members, if they agree, during our break?" I repeated myself. "Oh yeah, sure. When?" he asked. "Well today is Friday, why not Sunday" I said to him. "Since we need Saturday to rest" I added. "Okay then, I will sleep now hyung, I'm so tired from practice" he said while yawning. I nodded, "Good night woo" "Good night hyung". With that I turned off the lights and also went to bed.

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I hoped you guys enjoyed that one, sorry for any grammar mistakes.

Also sorry if you guys don't ship Rosé and Jaehyun, she was the first one I thought of as a girlfriend for him. Hope you guys understand🤧

Enjoy your day💞