I like you, hyung | Jaewoo

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Author POV

The day went on for the members on the 10th floor including Haechan. Instead of going out they stayed inside and got a lot of rest. They watched movie together throughout the whole day.

As for Jaehyun, he got home exhausted from his date. He entered their dorm and saw the boys watching a movie. He slowly walked up to them and sat down beside Haechan at the edge of the couch.

Haechan felt a presence beside him and saw Jaehyun sitting down. "Hyung, you're here" he said as he scooted over to the side to give him more space to sit. "Hey guys" he said to the guys. The members greeted him back and continued watching the movie.

Jungwoo stared at Jaehyun but looked away as soon as Jaehyun noticed his gaze. "I'll go ahead guys, I'm still a bit tired cuz of yesterday, I'll rest early to save some energy for our game tomorrow" Jungwoo said to them in a hurry. "Aight, night woo" Mark replied to him. "Night woo" the other members said to him.

As soon as Jungwoo left the living room, Jaehyun was weirded out of how Jungwoo acted so he asked the members what was wrong with him. They told him that nothing was wrong with him and that maybe he was just tired trying to not let anything slip out of their mouth. Jaehyun just nodded and headed to his room as he was also tired from his date.

Jungwoo POV

I hurriedly went inside the room and breathed out heavily. I went inside the bathroom, I brushed my teeth and washed my face. I headed out of the bathroom and sat on my bed.

Okay Jungwoo, he has a girlfriend now, better get your act right away. Ughh why just whyyy. I didn't ask for this, why does it have to be him. I've been close to him since trainee days and I always see him as a friend but why now.

I covered my face with the thought of that. "Why do you have to like him?" I said to myself. "Like who?" I looked up so see who said that. Jaehyun-hyung was standing at the door. I was panicking at this point, not knowing what to say.

"I um- , no o-one hyung, I don't like anyone" I stuttered. Dummy. "Are you sure? I clearly heard you say you that you like someone and it's a him." He said as he emphasized the word him. "Are you perhaps....gay?" He added and my eyes widened. How?

"I uh- umm-" he cut me off saying, "Jungwoo, it's totally fine, I support you just like how I support the other members, you don't have to hide anything from me" he said with a sincere smile. I sighed in relief.

Great he knows I'm gay now, what's next that I like him. He would totally avoid me and I don't want that to happen.

"Thank you hyung, and I'm sorry for hiding it from you. Actually no one knows except for the 10th floor members and Haechan and Doyoung-hyung." I told him as he walk towards to change. He took off his shirt and wore a comfortable clothes to sleep in. I quickly looked away with a flushed face.

"It's totally fine woo" he replied walking towards the bathroom to brush and wash his face. There was silence in between not too awkward but I did not like the silence. As he walked out of the bathroom, I confronted him about his girlfriend.

"So hyung, I heard you have a girlfriend?" "Oh yes, I do. Sorry I forgot to tell you." He said walking towards his bed. "It's okay, we're even now i guess haha" I chuckled. "Who's the lucky girl?" I asked him in a teasing tone. I can see he was blushing.

Aww.

"It's Rosé, from Blackpink." He said, hiding his pink face. I laughed at him hiding the pain away.

He must love her a lot. It hurts too much. I need to stop liking him for the better. I don't wanna ruin anything between us.

"Oh wow hyung, you must love her a lot that you can't stop blushing right now hahah" I said looking away to hide my teary eyes. "I do love her a lot" he replied.

Ouch.

"Well I'm happy for you hyung, you both are really lucky to have each other. I hope your relationship stays strong until the end" I smiled at him knowing that it's fake, I still tried my best to show my happiness for him. I am happy for him tho, and he's happy. I don't want to be the reason why he's not smiling anymore when I tell him.

"Thank you woo, and any guy would be lucky to have you" he winked at me.

My heart. That's you dummy. You're the lucky guy but you're taken now.

"Aye hyung, stop that." We both laughed. "We should rest now, didn't you say we're playing soccer tomorrow?" I told him as I lied down on my bed. "Oh right, let's sleep now. Good night woo." He said turning off the light. "Night night hyung." I replied to him.

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It's currently 2am right now and I'm still wide awake. I can't sleep, I'm still processing everything that's happened earlier today. The members and him also found out that I'm gay, which I'm glad they did. It took out a lot of pressure inside me. I hope the fans won't be disappointed when they find out.

I also found out Jaehyun-hyung has a girlfriend, which is Rosé. I can't blame him she is really gorgeous and is an amazing artist. Even though it hurts me, I'm happy that he's found his love one. Maybe I should just stop, I just don't know how. He's my roommate, I see him every single day, it's hard to avoid him.

I'll try my best to get rid of this feeling. I don't want to suffer anymore.

With that thought, I felt my eyes getting heavy, the next thing I know I was already in my dreamland.

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