I like you, hyung | Jaewoo

~7~

Author POV

Days have gone by pretty quick. The members have been enjoying their break. They only have 1 week left of break before coming back to their work. They feel a bit sad since it was only two weeks but they also understand that.

On the other hand, Jungwoo has been trying to avoid Jaehyun as much as possible. He has been very cautious with his action, trying not to make it obvious towards Jaehyun. Even though they share the same room, Jungwoo would only talk if the older one starts a conversation but other than that...nothing.

Jaehyun also went on a few dates with his girlfriend since she also was on their break as well. Jungwoo would always get jealous and feels pain but hides it anyways. He puts on a fake smile for Jaehyun even though he knows that it hurts.

Jungwoo decided to visit the 5th floor today since he didn't have anything to do and because he wants to talk to Doyoung. As he was putting on his shoes, the door slowly opened, revealing Jaehyun walking inside. Jungwoo looked away and started walking out the door.

Jaehyun greeted him but he just hummed in response. Jaehyun has also noticed Jungwoo distancing himself from him. It made him wonder why. They were close before, like very close, there was a lot of skinships but after Jungwoo went on a hiatus, they weren't like that anymore. It made him feel a bit sad, he sighed heavily and just shrugged off the thought, he continued to walk to his room.

Jungwoo POV

As I was putting on my shoes, I saw the door opened and saw it was Jaehyun-hyung. I stared for a few seconds. I think he notice my stare since he looked back at me but I was quick to look away. I sighed and stood up, walking towards the door.

Jaehyun-hyung noticed my presence and greeted me but in response I just hummed back and walked out the door.

I'm a being too harsh? Nah I don't think so...am I?

I went down the elevator to the 5th floor to go see the other members. I knocked on the door until someone opened it, it was Taeyong-hyung.

"Oh Jungwoo-ah, come in." He said as he move aside to let me in. "Hey guys" I flashed a smile towards the members in the living room. "Yow Jung-eus" "wazzup bro" they greeted me as I sat down beside them on their grey leather couch. Some of them was playing video games while some was in their phone.

I noticed Doyoung-hyung wasn't in the room, "guys, where's Doyoung-hyung?" I asked them as I kept looking around. "He's in his room" Johnny-hyung replied. I nodded and walked away towards to Doyoung-hyung's room.

Knock

Knock

Knock

I waited for a few seconds until he opened the door. "Oh Jungwoo-ah, what are you doing here?" He asked as he stood aside to let me in. "Hyunggggg" I whined as I laid down, my chest flat down on the bed. "What's wrong woo?" He asked worriedly.

"I can't get over him, I've tried everything to get rid of this feeling but I just can't" i said. "I even talk to him as cold as possible and now I feel bad" I sat up, tears started rolling down my face. "Oh woo" he sat down beside me as he bring me into his embrace. I hugged him back and started crying nonstop. He pat me in the back letting me know that he's there to listen anytime for me.

I slowly calmed myself down, pulling away from the hug. He went out to get some water for me. I wiped my tears away and controlled my breathing. He came back few seconds later and handed me a cup of water. I took the cup from his hand and chugged the water.

"Woah, slow down woo, you're gonna choke" I didn't listen and finished the water. I handed the cup back to him and put it down on his desk. "Now tell me, what is really going on with you" he said, bringing his chair to sit down in front of me.

Author POV

Jungwoo started telling about how he feels about Jaehyun-hyung, everything that has happened from the past few days/weeks. He didn't hold back and let everything out as he just wanted to be set free from this pain.

Jungwoo told him how it hurts seeing Jaehyun-hyung with someone else. He had witnessed the couple hugging and kissing one time and it was too much for him. Hearing him call her babe everytime they call at night, which was really heartbreaking cuz he always in the room trying to sleep when they talk. He would silently cry in his sleep as he hears the couple talking.

"You've been through so much woo, I'm sorry that this is happening to you" Doyoung said holding onto the younger ones hand. "No hyung, it's not your fault, it's my fault for liking him" Jungwoo said looking him in the eyes.

"Woo, don't blame yourself for liking someone, it just somehow happened and it's not irreversible. I know you didn't ask for this and you can't do anything about it now." Doyoung said staring deeply into Jungwoo's eyes. "But what should I do hyung?" Jungwoo said looking at him pleadingly.

Jungwoo POV

"Confess" he said nonchalantly. My eyes widened, not believing what he just said. "WHAT" I blurted out. "Confess to him, that way you won't suffer anymore." I look at him in disbelief. "You will only suffer more if you keep this feeling up to yourself. Tell him." He added. I shook my head.

"Hyung, are you crazy? I can't do that. He will hate me because of that and I don't want that to happen." I said in disbelief. I was pacing back and forth, biting my nails as I go. "Woo hey" he held my arms, facing me towards him. "Look at me" I didn't listen and still looked down. "Jungwoo, look me in the eyes" he said sternly. This time I listened to him and look up to meet his eyes.

"I know you don't want to do this but you have to, this is the only way you can get out of this misery. If he rejects you, I'll always be here for you, okay? You can't just go on with your life in pain. I don't want you to be hurt woo. I'm your hyung, I care about you mhmm." He said with concern over his face. "You can do this, I believe in you. I always have. If you can't do it then I can do it for you" he added with a smile.

I'm grateful that I have a hyung like him. I was still deciding on what to do. I look at him for a few seconds and looked away. "I'll think about it hyung." I assured him. I showed him a smile and gave him a hug. We stayed in the hug for a few minutes. I didn't even realize I was falling asleep.

I cried a lot today. he thought before dozing off.

Doyoung POV

I hugged Jungwoo to comfort him. The hug only lasted for almost 5 minutes now until I felt his weight on me. I looked over to see him sleeping. I sighed.

Aigoo Jungwoo-ah. Your mother entrusted me to take care of you and I'm disappointed at myself seeing you like this. I'm sorry Jungwoo, I wasn't there to protect you.

I sighed again. I was contemplating wether I should bring Jungwoo upstairs or let him sleep here. I figured it was too much to even walk him upstairs since he's already deep asleep, so I just placed him on my bed and tucked him in. I kissed his forehead and went out of the room.

I walked over to Taeyong's room to see him playing on his computer. "Hey babe" I said making him look over his shoulder to see me standing at the door. He smiled and stopped his game and walked over to me and peck my lips. "hey handsome, do you need something? I was gonna come over your room earlier but I heard Jungwoo crying. Is he okay?" he said with concern in his voice.

"He's gonna be okay. Don't worry. He fell asleep in my room so I was wondering if I could sleep with you" I said to him hoping he would say yes. "Of course you can. You don't have to ask, you're my boyfriend after all." he gave me a long kiss before leading me up to his bed. He turned off the lights and his computer. We talked for while until we fell asleep cuddling.

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