1. I Really Wanna Kiss You

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"Hey, Zak, can we stop by my house real quick? I forgot my wallet."

Zak smiled at me through the rearview mirror.

"Always forgetting something." He chuckled. "Yeah, sure."

"Thanks."

Nikki, Zak's girlfriend, turned around in the passenger seat and asked; "How's everything at home?"

I looked out the window; watching the trees and people pass by quickly.

"It's...the same."

"Those assholes..." Zak mumbled. His hands tightened on the steering wheel. Nikki placed a hand on one of Zak's. Nick-who was sitting behind Nikki-said;"You know you can stay with us right?"

"Yeah!" Aiden said; who half sitting in Nick's lap-half sitting in the middle. "You could totally stay with us!"

I smiled.

"Thanks, but no-"

"WHY THE HELL NOT?" They both yelled. The car swerved. Zak glared through the rearview mirror.

"Why the fuck are you two yelling back there?" He shouted as he righted the car and continued to my house.

"Why the fuck are you yelling up there?" Nick yelled back, smirking.

Zak rolled his eyes. "Don't make me go back there," he threatened under his breath.

"Back here? You wanna come back here? For what?" Nick said.

There was a certain look in his eyes that said that he was either going to do or say something crazy. Maybe both. I rolled my eyes.

"I'm gonna fuck you two u-" Nick cut him off.

"You're gonna fuck us!? Aiden did you hear that? We're gonna have a threesome!"

Aiden giggled. Nick leaned forward, around Nikki's seat as much as he could with a giggling Aiden in his lap.

"Nikki, did you hear that? Zak wants to fuck us. I always knew he wanted my body, but wouldn't admit it because he's with you. How does it feel to know that your boyfriend has a secret lust for me and my boyfriend?"

Nikki tried not to giggle, but failed and ended up laughing extremely hard. I leaned around Zak's seat and saw him chuckling himself.

"Ignore him, Zak. He's so lame." I smiled. Zak pulled up on the curb in front of my house. He turned to face me.

"I know right. He's extremely lame, besides the only person I'm fucking tonight is this girl right here." He said reaching to grab Nikki's boob. Nikki slapped his hand away.

"Zak!" She said blushing.

I watched then smiling. I turned to see Nick and Aiden wrapped in each others arms and murmuring to each other. I sighed and felt years burning the back of my eyes.
Why can't I have someone? It seems like everyone has someone except me. Why is that? I'm always the lonely one. Why can't I be loved too?
Then I remembered what Elijah told me when he left me on our nine month anniversary, my birthday.

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"Robin, I need to talk to you." Elijah said, taking my hand. We were at our spot on the beach. Only, it wasn't exactly on the beach. We were sitting on the edge of cliff over the jagged rocks below where the waves were angrily crashing against the cliff. I looked into his eyes and smiled. "What's up babe?"

The look he gave me had my smile fading.

"Baby, what's wrong?"

He sighed and squeezed my hand.

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