And to think

Why me

I can't believe it he is leaving me and I didn't even uggghhhhh..... I'm very frustrated but now I have to focus on my speech we are now waiting for our names to be called chris was all the way in the front while I'm waiting to be called "chyna smith" they just called chyna now it's time for me "and our valedictorian Korniya Smith here to present a speech"when she called my name I walked up to the stand and continued to give my speech "as you all know I'm Korniya I am here to congratulate you all for graduating and I'm proud of YALL and I know that yall have been through a lot of things to get here and I tilt my hat to you for that us that try hard enough get places and I am proud to say that one of our students will be having a singing career but I am sad that he is going to leave me I'm sad that all of you are going to leave but remember no one can ever tell you you can't do something if you believe in it then by all means GO FOR IT but I can only hope for the best but till we see each other again goodbye"then everyone clapped what I said was true I am going to be sad about him leaving me but at least he gets to follow his dream then I walked to shake the principals hand they gave me my diploma and I went with the others then she came to the podium "ok guys now I want you to move your little thingies to the other side then on 3 throw your hats in the air 3...2..1"then I threw my hat off and everyone yelled "WE MADE IT"then I ran through the crowd to find my mom ,chyna and dad "I'm so proud of you baby" she was crying "awwww thanks mom" then my so called dad said "good job baby" then I looked at him and I said "thanks" the he tried to give me a hug but I moved out the way "why can't you just act like my daughter which you are" then I laughed "I will never" then my mom spoke up" I will pick you up from chris house tonight for you dinner okay baby"then I smiled and hugged her "okay mom love you"then I walked away to find termaine,michael,red,mijo,ciara,aaliyah,amari, and chris lookin sad "hey guyhat's wrong" then chris looked up at me "my mom is in the hospital" then I walked up to chris "how what happened" then chris hugged me and cried "we don't know we just know that this man tried to rape her but I'm gonna go see her now" then a tear fell down my eye I loved mama Joyce she was like another mom to me "okay let's go what hospital she at baby" then he said "California central" so we left and arrived at the hospital 20 minutes later then chris asked to see his mom the lady gave him the room number and a piece of paper so as we were walking I asked chris what it was "chris what was that piece of paper she gave you" he then handed it to me with a smile it was her number then I had a message at the end "pop my shit open daddy" then I laughed and said "thirsty hoes" then I gave the paper to chris then he threw it away then we arrived at the room and we walked in to see a not so good mama Joyce then chris broke down "mama I'm so sorry"then she shifted and opened her eyes "baby it's not your fault I'm so proud of you and my future daughter in law I hope you stay with her and don't let the fame go to your head" then he chuckled "Niya come to me baby" then I walked to her and I tear fell down my eye "yes mama" I took her hand"i want you to watch out for chris okay don't let the fame get to him okay and I will be watching yall"i looked up "what do you mean watching us mama don't think like that please" then she smiled "I will see you guys on the other side"then she closed her eyes "MAMA NOO PLEASE MAMA COME BACK TO ME" chris yelled then I was now fully crying I pulled chris into a hug "at least she is now with your dad"then chris gave me a kiss on the lips "she's in a better place right"i nodded "she is baby"

sad mama joyce 😓 R.I.P 20+ votes for the next chapter and remember ask questions luv ya mwwwaaa 😘