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AYLEKS POV
as soon as i got into the car i put my head down in my lap and started to cry.

jah-yo what the fuck happened in there do i need to beat a niggas ass

ayleks-it's fine let's just LEAVE

jah-damn okay no need to snap at me

ski-nah leks don't just shut yourself down cause of him at least-

ayleks-HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO FEEL AFTER SEEING EMANI AND TRIPPIE WITH THEY TONGUES DOWN EACHOTHER THROAT

i really didn't mean for it to come out this way but i couldn't contain this at all

in fact maybe ski might understand exactly how i feel

ski-i swear to god i hope your playin

ayleks-seen the two cheaters with my own two eyes

jah-YOOOOO

i felt the car serve around as the dumbass behind the wheel was to invested in our convo than our lives

ayleks-pay attention to the damn road i ain't tryna get in no crash

jah-i mean i hope you do know ion got no license i just be drivin so my fault shawty

ayleks-um what

ski-neither of us got our licenses that nigga trippie the only one legal thought you been knew

ayleks-now imagine if we get pulled the fuck over

jah-we not gon get pulled over unless i do dumb shit like this-

jahseh then stomped down on the gas making the car take flight down the road

ayleks-SLOW DOWNNN WE GOING TOO FAST

he acted like he didn't hear me then the car got faster

jah-HUH SPEED UP MORE?

the car was now at like 110 and the car kept swerving at the fact he was really dodging cars on the way home

i put my seatbelt on in fear at the fact my chances of dying in a car crash is really high right now

~time skip to the house~

i was watching jah play some weird fighting game with anime characters when ski came downstairs and sat on the couch next to me

ski-so about the emani situation

ayleks-you tryna fuck each other to get even?

ski-HOLLUP WHAT

jah then paused his game and turned around looking surprised as fuck

jah-let me find out you gettin dick from all three us

ayleks-nigga this ain't even yo concern play yo lil game

jah-i'm sorry tree branch everything is my concern

did this nigga really call me a fucking tree

me and jah then went back and forth calling eachother dumb names while ski just watched us and laughed

ski-nah but you really ain't got no say you still single

jah-so the fuck is yall to be honest we might as well all fuck each other now

ski-ight bet

ayleks-um i think i'll be passing

i swear they play too much

jah then got back on his game while ski joined him so i just continued to watch them

about thirty minutes later i heard a knock at the door and told ski to go answer it since i was way too comfy on this damn couch

as soon as the door opened i heard emani loudly greet him like everything was cool gross

both ski and emani came into the living room to pure silence

i was honestly bothered as fuck at the fact she really thinks everyone just gon forgive her that easy cause fuck that

don't matter how pretty she is either the shit i seen her do with trippie makes her look dirty and ugly as hell

emani-hey leks 

ayleks-hm

emani-um you wanna hangout an do sum outside this house

ayleks-not with you

emani-huh

ayleks-huh THIS-

i stood up then put all strength i had into my fist and punched emani dead in her face

in fact i punched her so hard she fell to the ground

the guys started freaking out at what to do next but i decided to walk straight out the house and light a mother fuckin blunt

it's crazy the more i think about my actions maybe i shouldn't have touched her but ain't no way i couldn't i had to teach her a lesson

plus i'm finna punch on trippie the same way when he get out too since he ain't innocent either

god i feel so fucking stupid for loving him still

jah-damn leks you ight?

jah came outside on the porch with me to talk even tho i ain't really tryna be bothered but i'll let him slide

ayleks-do it look like i'm okay

jah-you look like a crazy ass babymama right now is the dick really that worth it ?

i laughed at his question

ayleks-yes the dick too bomb

jah-wow better than mine

ayleks-nigga

jah-okaaay chill, but honestly where do you even see yourself with trip after he get out

that question made me question myself, i honestly have no idea what's gonna happen

ayleks-i kinda want us to fix our relationship an be happy again together but if he doesn't want that we prolly finna argue cheat on eachother more an i try to run away again

jah-geez well you never really know with that nigga he weird with his relationships but coming from a friend i want you to do what's best for you an yo feelings alright leks

ayleks-i'm really trying to it's just my feelings still want me to be in love with him

jah-i just don't want you to become dependent on him while he continues to beat you up

ayleks-yesss dad i know

jah-it's daddy an fuck you

ayleks-you wanna fuck me but i won't let you? i know thanks

jah-i hate you bro

ayleks-luv you too jah

we were then interrupted by muffled crying and a panicked voice

ski walked out the door with emani in his arms bleeding from her nose pretty bad

i didn't mean to go that hard but she will be ight im sure

me and jah pretty much just watched ski help her into the car while passing the blunt i lit a while ago

before ski himself got in the car,  a familiar car pulled up in front of the house catching the eyes of all of us

the driver parked and slowly rolled down their window making us anticipate even more

coi-SO ITS A PARTY OVER HERE AN YALL AINT EVEN INVITE MEE

god i hate the fact she just shows up all the time like she lives here i really don't have the patience to beat another bitch ass today

so i might as well get high as fuck to escape from whatever reality i live in

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