Helena Bonham Carter X Reader

chapter 11: (Helena prospective)

✨um before we start, don't kill me, ik I said this chapter would be them making up and it is but it just takes a min😬 but anyways so this one is in honour of wils0nella for actually making me do this chapter, I was a bit sceptical about doing it from Helenas prospective but here ya goooo, hope you enjoyyy✨ -author
Helena pov:
Y/n had left, I had sort have zoned out during dinner, I could vaguely hear her talking in the background, she started asking if I knew what tomorrow was.
"Uh Tuesday?"
I was really confused, she kept asking if I was pretending to forget but I  genuinely wasn't. She got up and left the house after that, I couldn't understand why, untill it hit me, hard in the face, tomorrow was our 6 month anniversary, and I had forgotten all about it. That ment, I had forgotten all about her, and she must have felt like I didn't care anymore. Maybe she was going to leave, no, no I couldn't let that happen, I love her too much, she knows that, right? No, no she doesn't know that because I haven't been showing her how much I love her! I wish I could go back, oh my god, I'm such an awful girlfriend.

~time skip to her filing missing persons report~
Y/ns been gone for hours, I sent her hundreds of messages but I only got one back, she said she was staying somewhere for the night, but I don't believe her. I need to do something!
On the phone:
"999 police, how can I help?"
"Yes hi, um I need to file a missing persons report? It's for my girlfriend, we had an argument and she ran away, I can't find her"
"Okay and at what time did she leave the house?"
"Um I think it was about 6 pm"
"Okay, can I have her name please?"
"Yes her name is y/n y/l/n"
"And can I have your name?"
"Helena Bonham Carter"
"Oh! Okay, thank you, I'm putting the report through now, we will find her miss Bonham carter."
"Thank you!"
*I don't know how any of that works so I'm just imagining*
I sat on the living room floor and cried, I cried and cried and cried untill I couldn't take it anymore, I must have fallen asleep at some point because it was 6 am when I looked at the clock, I got up and looked around the house to see if y/n came home, but no luck. I had just sat down to start crying again when I heard a key slipping into the front door, I heard slow footsteps coming up the hallway and just as the footsteps were getting to the door frame, I heard y/n shout my name. I screamed back her and got up to run to her, that hug was probably one of the most heartfelt hugs I think I've ever felt, one of the most relieving hugs I've ever had. Suddenly I felt y/ns body tense and move away from mine.
Y/n?
End of Helenas pov
(Ima just skip the argument because I don't think ya'll hearts can take it again, we're at the part where y/n has just left the house for the second time in 48 hours and she's driven away)
Y/n pov: I drove to my favourite spot, the old swing in the park i used to go to when I was a teenager. I sat there, swinging myself slowly back and forth ,back and forth, my head only filled with thoughts of Helena, when I suddenly felt a hand on my shoulder. I knew exactly who's hand it was and tensed up I wanted to run away right there and then.
"Y/n, please don't run, please don't run away again, just listen to me you don't have to respond, just listen." She said it very softly, so softly I was almost tempted to just turn around and kiss her, right there and then, forgive all that had happened, but I just couldn't.
"I remember now, I remember what I had forgotten. Today is not only just Tuesday, today is also our 6-month anniversary, a day that you have been telling me about for months. After Helen died my head was consumed of thoughts of her, and I never give any thought to you, I feel so terrible, so awful, there's nothing that I can do that will make that go away
other than beg you to forgive me. I love you more than anything you're ever gonna know, you are my world, you are my love, if you left me I don't know if it would be able to carry on, so please y/n, please"
Helena started to cry again, I could feel her tears dropping down onto my shoulder, I just looked at my fingers and fiddled with my nails.
"I forgive you" I whispered it, so quietly that I thought she hadn't heard me. But of course she had, she wrapped her little arms around my neck and sobbed onto my shoulder. I turned around so I was facing her and pulled her onto my lap. we sat there for about 15 minutes, her head resting on my shoulder as her tears subsided, me rubbing her back and whispering sweet nothings into her ear. I picked her up and put her in the car, I drove us home and put her to bed, I lay down next to her as she wrapped her arms around my torso, I could already hear soft snores, she was sleeping within 5 minutes of me getting into the bed, sometimes I couldn't believe speed this woman could sleep. But that didn't matter now, I was home, with the woman I love more than anything else.
Helena Bonham carter.