My Heaven

Seventeen

I gasped awake. I pulled the IV out of my arm then ran into the bathroom I checked my body and my face. No burns.

I then collapsed onto the floor and began to cry.

Esme rushed in.

"Whats wrong?" She said picking me up immediately.

I cried into her chest. "Whats wrong are you hurt?"

I felt my heart racing.

"I have to get out of here. I have to," I said frantically.

"No no, you have to stay darling," she held me to her chest rocking me back and forth.

"No I cant. I cant stay. I just cant. I need to leave now," I said moving my arms I wanted away from this house as fast as I could.

"Izzy was it a bad dream?" She asked.

"I have to get out of here NOW. Maybe this is what I thought I wanted. I... I cant Esme. This isnt what I wanted,"

"The person who hurt you is still out there. Its not safe."

"Im not safe here," I told her.

"Yes you are you have all of us protecting you," she said.

"YOUR NOT LISTENING!" I screamed hitting her in the head.

"Izzy please calm down."

"I cant not till Im out of here," I said to her managing to get away.

I thought. 'Edward please please I just want to leave tonight. Please help me. Please'

Edward came in. "Esme Ill take her to a hotel for the night. I can talk to her;" Edward said.

Thank you thank you.

Edward nodded at me.

"Are you sure?" She said tense not wanting to leave me.

"Yes," He said.

She let me me go. I run to Edward just crying into him.

"We will talk about it once there," he whispered lowly in my ear and picked me up. I hid on him. He jumped out the window. "I got you," he said and and I felt the wind. We were running. I peaked out looking around. "Like it?" He asked.

I nodded and just looked around the area all the places we were passing by. It was just a blurr. He slowed his pace to a walk. "Were 50 miles out from forks. No one can hear us talk," he said.

"You sure?" I whispered. "Did anyone follow us?" I asked.

"No," he said.

I nodded. "Lets check in a hotel," he said.

I stayed quiet not speaking. "Can you walk?" He asked.

I nodded.

He let me down and I walked beside him. I held onto his shirt on one hand and the other I jusy let sown by my side.

"Do you have an room booked?" The female said.

"She just got out of the hospital and we need to stay close tonight."

"Of course, one bed? Twins?"

"One bed is fine," he said.

She nodded. "One night will be 120$," she said. "Cash or card?"

"Cash," he said and pulled out his wallet handing her the cash.

She handed us a set of keys.

"Thank you," he said. He held me close and we walked down a corridor and Edward unlocked the room. He picked me up and sat me on the bed.

"No ones listening. No other vampires near the area," he said.

"Im not safe there Edward," I whispered

"What do you mean?" He sat close to me.

"I cant - Ill be hurt," I whispered.

"No you wont."

"He said so himself," I whispered.

"Who? He? The person who attacked you?"

I nodded.

"You remember?" He asked.

I nodded.

"Why didn't you tell-"

"Because he said If I tell Ill be hurt. And I dont want to die for once," I whined.

"Who?" He asked.

"I cant tell," I said.

"Are you scared he will be listening?"

I nodded.

He sighs he was quiet for several minutes before writing on paper. "Who hurt you?"

I took it. "Is anyone around"

He took it from me. "No"

I took it from me. "Please dont say anything about it I dont want to he hurt"

Edward sighed and took it from me. "You know I cant do that. If someone is hurting you. I need to let Esme and Carlisle know so they can help"

I looked down.

"Please" he wrote.

I didnt take the paper from it.

"Is it someone we know from the furture?" He wrote

I shook my head.

"Was it the Volturi?" He wrote.

I shook his head he hesitated before writing down. "Was it one of us?"

Tears formed and a nodded.

I heard a low growl come which immediately made me back up.

"No Izzy Im not mad at you," he instantly said. Taking my hand. 

I looked up my eyes big.

"Im mad at myself... not you. I should've caught it," he said. "And so should have Alice as shes been constantly scanning the future since you got here," he said.

I took the paper shakily writing one word.

Jasper.