My life is over. She is gone. My other half is gone, taken by cancer. There was no point in eating or even getting up. I hear my family begging me to get up and eat something but I can't. I don't have the energy to open my eyes or even cry. All I can do was sit there and stare at the ceiling where I kept repeating in my head SHE CAN'T BE GONE, SHE CAN'T BE GONE, SHE CAN'T BE GONE. I knew deep down there was nothing I could have done to save her but maybe if I had noticed the symptoms before it was too late. I tried to get up, to talk, to smile for my family but it hurts too much. Not being able to call my sister up and talk to her about boys, can't watch her go down the aisle, can't vent about my kids, and I can't even see her graduate high school. Nothing in life seemed important anymore now that she was gone, it was like my world had gone dark and nothing would ever lift the curtain of darkness off again. I will try to be strong, to go about my day, and go through the motions but inside I am dead, my body is an empty shell. I will never ever be the same without my sister by my side.
I know that this is the smallest chapter ever but I wanted to get on with the rest of this book. Sorry! I will make the other chapters longer don't worry and I am getting started on them now. It might be a bit though. Again, sorry!
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Hopeless
قصص عامةThe only word that can describe the loss of a sibling is, hopeless. You feel hopeless when you call your sister's name and realize she's never going to answer. For Diana Coulson, this means she lost her will to eat/drink, her will to get up in the m...
