A lot feels out of place right now, too much change is happening in such short time. Never the good kind, my head is blank and full all at once.
My heart is hurt, confused and hurting more. It's hard to know the cause I'm affected by so many things too easily.
I'm scared, very scared.
I've stepped into a world I'm unfamiliar with and events I'm not sure how to handle.
There's many moments I mistake for moments of peace when it's just reality leaving my mind for awhile.
Growing up isn't nice.
I want to reverse the clock, I want to change some things that are going on right now. If I were some other person or a better version of myself I could.
