It's the memories that keep the emotions lingering. You can't forget them, they will always matter, you will always care. Even if the amount they hurt you is terribly suffocating like the never ending loneliness it causes.Special and one of a kind, your connection deeper and stronger than anyone you met. True? Real? You don't know and you never will.
A friendship like no other, trusted like no other, loved like no other. Blindsighted by the sudden loss and lack of seriousness during it on their side. You were never telling lies but they didn't notice, didn't see that.
You'll always remember them, you'll never forget. You'll always want them back, no matter the pain or suffering their memory puts you through.
Their friendship meant everything to you, to them? Again you'll never know, never know if you really were important.
Until your dying breath they will be embedded into your mind and heart. Because they meant the world and you'd never be fake with them. No. Not ever. You have morals, assumptions made by them were very wrong.
Loved forever.
You care and always will even if they are gone.
A friendship worth so much to you.
True? Real? You don't know and never will.