now or never • braddison

its okay (part 21)

addisons pov
"i messed up big time amelie. im scared. i didnt mean it at all!" i gush. "yes adds. you did mess up big time. i know you didnt mean it but you did say it." amelie says."im sorry but i gotta go right now." i said to amelie. "ok" she plainly replies.

i get into my car and drive straight back to sway. i ring the doorbell and someone opened it. This time, it was kio. "ugh josh told me you came earlier- why are you here again" kio asks me rolling his eyes. "just please let me talk to bryce, kio" i say trying to get in but kio blocks me.

"which part of 'he doesnt want to see you know' do you not understand addison?!" kio asks me slightly raising his voice. "kio please let me talk to him" i plead with tears dropping down my eyes. "UGH FINE- but only because i know that you purposely didnt do it. good luck." he says letting out a small smile before letting me in.
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bryces pov
i heard someone open my door so i turned my head. i saw addison standing there with tears dripping down her face. i quickly wipe my tears out of my red eyes and break the silence. "why are you here?" i ask addison looking away.

she closes the door, drops her bag and sits next to me on my bed leaving a small gap between us. "im sorry bryce. i didnt mean to say any of that. it wasnt true at all. i love you so much and the only thing i question myself of is if im good enough for you, bryce. i know that i really hurt you and i totally understand if you want to end things with me because i deserve it. what i did was so messed up and i know that. just remember that i love you." i said while getting up and picking my bag up as i headed to the door of his room to leave.

"wait" bryce says as he grabs my hand sits me back down on the bed. "what would you do if i break up with you" bryce asks me. tears immediately starts filling up my eyes. "i cant imagine a life without you, bryce. all i would do is sit down in my room and never come out ever again. id cry day and night." i say covering my voice cracks up with little giggles.
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addisons pov
as i say that, i feel bryces eyes on me so i look back causing us to lock eyes. he immediately pulled me into a hug. i could feel his tears dripping down my back. "im so sorry bryce. i swear. ive never seen you like this and it hurts me so much. knowing that its my fault hurts me even more"

"just promise you'll never leave me or break my heart again" bryce asks me. "i promise" i say and hugged him tightly.