Ari pov~
I'm sitting on the couch pregnant eating ice cream because my fiance isn't here and my kids are gone to there peoples house so now I'm alone with my emotion
Billie isn't nowhere to be found and im sad
The doctor said I shouldn't stress but I know im pregnant im littarly 🤏this close from labor
But if I have to do it alone I will
Oh I took a photo shoot with my baby bump
My boobs hurt I just want to be loved but I can't be if someone's not loving me yea I love myself but I need that one person who does and billie is the one who feels my void even if were arguing
But im about to treat myself and go out before I actually stop doing things
"Fuck I got ice cream every where " I said looking down
" ok I need to get up take a shower and put some clothes on and were headed to a dinner by myself " I said to myself
I got up and walk up the stairs
I need some relief
I walked into the restroom and took off all my clothes I stepped into my shower and let the hot water roll down my chest to my bump and turned so it can hit my back
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I grabed the shower head and bring it down by my vagina
I put one of my legs on the seat thats in the stand up shower
" fuck" I moaned as I felt the pressure rise
I moved my hips back and forth to relieve some stress and pressure
I held my head back with my eyes closed
" uggh f-fuck billie mmm" I moaned her name its a habit oh well I should be moaning my own name hell
The pressure got to intense and when I tried to remove the shower head from near my area something or should I say some one held it there
My head shot up and my eyes shot open fast
" billie wtf uggh " I moaned as she turned the power up a notch
" fucck yess ughh" I moaned as billie held the shower head there
Well there goes my plan for a date for myself
Naww ima go after im finished cumming hell
" you like that baby?" She asked in a husky tone (I read to much smut im learning a lil bit to much )
" yess fuck mm when d-id y-you g-get here" I said trying not to moan but failing
" like 5 mins ago "she said as I dug my nails in her arm
Sje held it in place as she gripped my neck with her free hand and tried to kiss my lips but I turned my head
She smack her teeth took the shower head away and started slamming it on the floor of the shower
" wtf billie why do you do this if your going to keep being stupid and shit don't come back " I yelled getting sexually frustrated cause I was close
" I don't give a fuck " she said leaving out the restroom
I just sat down on the stand ahead myself as the water raned down my body
Timeskip to my girl cave
"Look i just wanna break up all ya shit and call ya mamma phone let ha know b that she raised a bitch then dial tone click " I raped my song softly to myself as I wrote it down
