O'Connell family

venting i need help

Ok so I have this boy that I was with yea ik not very gay of me but he's the only boy I really liked but I broke up with him because im always sad in relashionships and me and his was a very ok relashionship but I was sad and im tired of sitting being sad and having bad luck because im I. A relashionship but my whole point is If I have to be out of a relashionship to be happy then ill get out of it and being the Sagittarius I am im gone say something about it and im not gone care how it come out when im fed up but I told him and he was like ok🥺🥺

Ans I started crying ...not because we broke up because ik he gets sad over times but im always worried about other people and not myself so im taking a chance to let go and be happy im still sad but im like 25% happy and if u have to have that much happiness to say oh im happy then ill take it because I just idk tell me if I made the right decision or the wrong decision idk

And me and him gone see each other until one of us die or one of us move away somewhere but I see him all the time so it'll hurt me to see him because ik I hurt him but guess what bitches

IM OUTSIIIIIIIIIIIIIIDE

BUT STILL SAD

AND I GET TO HAVE A HOT GIRL SUMMA THROWING ASS

AND NOT HAVING NOBODY SAY WTF I CAN AND CANT DO

PS IM MAKIMG THE BOOK LMAO 🤣