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She/her
Loki felt more feminine today so that's what she decided to go with. She looked herself up and down in the Mirrow. Black hair falling into her face and green eyes admiring her feminine body.
Lokis shapeshhifting ability made it easy for her to be genderfluid, her family did not.
She didn't knew about Thor, sure he always made clear that he loved Loki but he didn't knew about this side of Loki. Thor only knew and loved him, his brother, but would he also love her?
Loki wasn't sure and that scared her.
About her father she knew that he wouldn't like her. He didn't liked Loki's shapeshifting and magic in general. He even had a huge fight with Frigga, when Loki was just a little child, that she should stop teaching Loki magic because that would be too feminine and only for girls, boys should learn how to use weapons. But his mother didn't stop because she knew how much Loki loved the magic. Furthermore she never thought about something beeing too feminine for a boy, so she always taught Loki the magic and other stuff Odin didn't approved.
Actually Loki was the most scared to tell it her mother. She loved her so much that she couldn't handle beeing rejected by her. What if she would make Frigga sad? What if Frigga wished she never had taught Loki the magic? What if the only person she loved with her whole heart would turn her back on Loki?
A tear falling down Loki's cheaks. You couldn't really oversee the pain in her eyes, it was the scarred little girl over and over again. But Loki was better than that, she wouldn't let herself down just because she was scared. Not this time.
The goddess slowly chose an outfit, still not confident showing her feminine side to her family. But Thor was on a mission in Midgard and Odin was in a congress with other gods from other planets trying to avoid war or something like that, Loki wasn't sure. In conclusion Frigga was the only one home and Loki would manage to avoid her, right?
Loki looked at herself. She looked good, she really did and it felt amazing trying not to hide the fact that she was a women. The black dress fit perfectly around Lokis curves, the black heels weren't the most comfortable she ever wore but they were perfect because they made her happy. She decided to add some golden rings, her absolut favorite beeing in the shape of a snake, before she curled the end of her hair and stuck some of it back with golden hair clips.
A last time she watched her self in the mirror. She looked genuinely happy.
Suddenly Loki could see a person behind her in the mirror, it was her mother. Loki jumped in surprise and the next moment she felt even more scared. Now her mother knew, that wasn't Loki's plan. Fear and embarrassment written all over Lokis face, almost crying.
She expected her mother to yell at her, to be sad or even slapping her but nothing like that happend. Instead Frigga started smiling at her child, looking proud.
„Look at you, how beautiful you look in that dress." Frigga calmly pointed out.
„I- mum-" Loki didn't knew what to say. „You're not mad?"
„Of course not, I love you Loki. Also I already knew and just waited for you to be confident enough to show it."
„You- you already knew? But how?" Loki furrowed her brows.
„I'm a witch, remember? And I'm your mother, I just knew."
She gave Frigga a smile before letting herself be hugged by her mother, truly enjoying the love and acceptance.
