𝐅𝗼𝐫 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐁𝐞𝐬𝐭

Part 4

*huge time skip*

I was now in 7th grade in the somewhat middle of the school year

For as long as I can remember I was always quick to help or save others. But I was never quick to save myself. I was constantly ignored or left out. I thinks that's how I developed my social anxiety. I got so use to being alone that it almost became physically impossible for me to have a decent conversation with a person. I was always told to kill myself or that the world would be better off without me or that I should just completely disappear.

-January 16th-

12:00 at night

I sat at my desk with my bright lamp above me

And took out my notebook

I ripped two pieces of paper out perfectly

I grabbed my pen and started writing

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Dear Shoya,

By the time you read this I'll be long gone. I'm sorry for leaving you, I know as we are twins we're supposed to do everything together but that just didn't happen. I don't want you to think I did this cause of you cause if you think that then your way far from the truth. I love you and I hope you make good decisions in the future like, helping people, or doing something out of kindness. If you need money in the future, I give you permission to sell my belongings since I won't be needing them anymore. I love you and hope you grow up to be a kind, strong, loving, and caring man.

Love Y/n,
Your twin sister

January 16th
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I put that one in an envelope and sealed it then hid it in a box under my bed

I grabbed the other piece of paper and started to write again

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Dear Mom,

I hope you will do fine without me. Or what am I saying, you always have barely noticed me and I'm okay with that I know taking care of two kids is a lot. I thank you for the food you gave me clothing, shelter, and my brother. I hope you and Shoya won't be sad and will move on in life to bigger and better things. I didn't do this cause of you or Shoya. But I hope you two will do well in the future.

Sincerely Y/n
Your daughter

January 16th
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I put that one in an envelope and sealed it shut and put it in the box

I turned off my desk lamp and laid in my bed

-January 17th-

8:35 in the morning

I quickly put the two envelopes on my brother's pillow then ran to school

*time skip*

I finished school and was now walked to the huge bridge that was on the way to home

I set my backpack down on the ledge and climbed over the railing

I stood there and looked down

A 30 foot drop was right below me

I look up and put my arms out

I open my eyes and look out

"It's for the best...............Everyone can be happy now" I say with tears coming from my eyes

I breath in

Closed my eyes

And leaned back

I exhaled while I fell

I smiled knowing I wouldn't be a burden to anyone anymore

"Goodbye" I say

The wind and air pushed my hair forward

I felt free

But I also felt bad about leaving my brother

But

It's for the best

Then

Everything

Was

Gone

I

Lost

Feeling

And

Everything went black as I died instantly