Your world came crashing down watching the only person you ever swore to love, has his lips attached with another girl. You were not mad cause you saw this coming. It made you a bit happy in a way cause you saw him happy, smiling, laughing, having the best time of his life. But the fact that he is no more yours was more overpowering and you let your tears slip through your eyes. I mean who wouldn't fall for a girl like her. Perfect in every single way.
Kenma saw your disturbed figure on the doorway and altered Kuroo immediately. You noticed kuroo's terrified face as he basically dashed towards you as if we wanted to catch hold of that moment. But you were out of the club and wiping away your tears cause didn't had the strength to face him right now. The cool breeze hitting your face brought back the memories of your first date. When he kissed you for the first time and told you that you were most beautiful girl he has ever laid eyes on. 'All lies' you thought to yourself.
'Y/N plz wait up. Let me explain'. You turned around. Your eyes blood shot red. 'What's there to explain kuroo'. He flinched a little hearing you call his name, cause you never did. 'Y/N......I am.....I am sorry. I don't love you anymore' "I know I practically just saw it. The real question is. Did u ever love me?" Kuroo stood there speechless. Not knowing how to answer your question.
'At least she makes you happy'. You turned around trying to avoid the lump in your throat. 'Aren't you mad at me?' from behind. 'How can I be mad at you love' never turning around. ' i saw the way you look at her. She is beautiful, isn't she? I could never compete.'
'Y/N please don't talk this' he said. 'I thought you weren't supposed to returned till tomorrow' 'I took an extra shift because I felt bad that couldn't celebrate your win with you and I honestly feel like fool now to even think that' 'Y/N I don't know what to say, I am sorry'
' You don't need to explain kuroo, I knew this was coming anyway' ' Then why did you stay?' 'CAN'T YOU SEE!!! I AM A SELFISH BITCH!!! I WANTED TO BE BY YOUR SIDE EVEN THOUGH I KNEW YOU NEVER LOVED ME! I WANTED TO BE YOURS EVEN THOUGH I NEVER BELONGED TO YOUR STARS!! I JUST WANTED TO SOMEBODY TO YOU!!! I JUST WANTED TO BE THE SAME PERSON TO YOU AS YOU ARE TO ME!!! Deep down I hope for you to look at me the way you look at her'. Tears streaming down your now red face. 'I have no self worth cause I am madly in love with you!' You said smiling through the pain.
'There you go. I said it. I said that I am in love with you. Now just leave before I say something that I will regret later' You saw kuroo walking the other way making you feeling content and disappointed at the same thing. You let yourself free by carrying yourself to a remote alley and balling your eyes out.
Y/N POV
The girl. She is a dream with a soul. Of course he fell for her. But in our 1 year relationship, I made him feel nothing? I was a good girlfriend right? I was so blind that I did everything in my power to make him feel special but never noticed whether he did the same for me or not. But how could I hate her, she is such an angel but still wished she was dead. I was foolish enough to even think that I would be fit for him. I mean he is the heart throb of the school. Much prettier girls would kill to have him.
You picked yourself and thought to clear up all the mess that just happened. You text him saying that you will drop off his stuff that you have tomorrow and he responded with a simple okay response
You start walking to your home cause you wanted the night to sooth and you take away your pain. Unlocking the front door to your apartment felt like a mission because of your hazy vision. Your let yourself sink into your mattress. Dozing off to sleep you muttered' He fell for the HEATHER'
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A/N: This is my first ever writing on wattpad. Hope you like it. Its not my best but i thought that the consept of heather was interesting so....there you have it.😁
