unwritten thoughts

Tsunami

reality hit me like a tsunami wave

rapidly numbing every centimeter in my body

I never thought I'd have to see the day where I wake up & you're gone

& it's not like before, when you weren't part of my life

'cos you were still physically here

& as much as I hated it,

I could still feel your touch

I could still hear your voice 

I could still see your face

it's been two months already

& I feel like it was just yesterday that my ear was to your chest

now I'll never hear that heartbeat again

& I still remember the first time you told me you loved me

& meant it

& the times you didn't 

now I'll give anything just to hear your voice,

feel your touch,

and see your face again.